Thursday, March 08, 2007
Nobody likes it when people don't trust him/her. Likewise, i don't like it when people don't believe me. especially somebody whom i call "good" friend.
I am not feeling well. It's not because i didn't want to run for cross country that i feign my sickness. No. I do not want you to explain. just listenread.
I know that i always seem to be sick, always trying to skip school, skip PE etc for the past few weeks. but i am guilty of those actions that i've done. (although i was really really sick).
I thought you were somebody who understood. Who trusted me. Never have i thought that you're like those who gave me the "ya-right" looks when i said that i was feeling unwell.
You know how that feels. You have felt it before. You complain that people don't understand. Well, have you even tried to understand me?
Well, I don't need any apology cause apology doesn't matter to me now.
I just want to let you know that it really hurt me.
Today, while cheering for the 1st few B-div girls who were nearing the finishing line, i was touched by a scene.
"Go Audrey!" Charissa screamed and cheered. Audrey looked at her and smiled and continued jogging. She kept looking back to check on York Ying, her good friend. Her friend doesn't seem to be able to make it... but she continues to encourage her. "don't care about her, JUST RUN!"
She still looked back. York Ying then sped and caught up with Audrey. "see? she's going to want to overtake her!"
then, Audrey sort of smiled and started sprinting together with York Ying.
It was a scene that showed true friendship. To me.
It's something that some people really can't do. To not bother about whatever rank or whatever people say, just to help her friend.
Although i don't know who passed by the cones first, i know that in the end, the rank didn't matter.
19:43
*kendra :D
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