Sunday, July 31, 2005
Today, was our last session of sunday school with Benjamin and it was about Jesus' crucifixion. and about.........Dinosaurs existance..... oh... and wad was interesting about the crucifixion was about the biology thingy... bout how the person dies and the person who is to be crucified normally drinks vinegar to numb the pain(even though i dun think it wld really help)but jesus didn't and stuff....
Haix... it's monday tomorrow and there's Bio test!!! And even though i haf "studied" i'm still dun confident to get at least a B3 for Bio... it's partly because that i can't really remember the stuff and i wasn't really concentrating when Ms Yeo was teaching (oops........)... arhhh.......and there's Oral tomorrow! I'm really worried too! Coz i SUCK at Oral... i'm always so scared to speak up during Oral examination (even though during PSLE, i did quite ok-ly)... ...
oOh... i see one poem in my notebook................
Live Each DaySometimes we are weak,
we want to be strong,
But nothing is right,
everything is wrong.
We feel lost,
lonesome and blue,
no one to tell our
troubles to.
"Does anyone love me"
Does anyone care"
We think too much,
we feel the fear.
So we pray to God,
in heaven above,
To send his
tender love.
God will hear us
and answer our prayer,
" I love you my child,
Forget your troubles,
have no fear,
Whenever you need me,
I'll always be here."
Now we know we are loved,
by God, family and friends,
A love that is true,
and never ends.
We try harder,
and we pray each day,
we get better,
and stronger, in every way.
As we get stronger,
we are happy again,
We will live each day,
For ourselves, God,
family and friends.
by Lulu Ann Bernardish
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Friday, July 29, 2005
We had our CLDDS sec four farewell today and we have appointed the next vice-president for CLDD... ... and that is........................ YA TING!!!
haha... and i'm so guilty for eating so much junk just now! ahh!!! fat ler fat ler!!!
Haha... but we had fun lar... and LIU LAO SHI came!!! but she has sore throat... so she cldn't eat much... The agar-agar was YUMMY... (thanx Larine!) the Tuna sandwich is SUPERB(thanx Candy)... and the chips... oh well... fattening... Anyway, thank you Jia En/sec fours for the cup and the sweets and the card!! hahaha....
Oh... and today, Si hui told me that she and Mabel jue2 jiao1 le... I was SHOCKED... coz... you noe... both of them were best friends since like wad... K2? so it's quite.... .... shocking...
Haiya... i dunno lar... i think ....................................
Hmm... i shan't give any comments........
Ehh....
OH OH OH!!!
it's KOR's birthday today!!
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!!!
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Bless This SchoolBless this school, O Lord, we pray,Make it safe by night and day;Bless these walls, so firm and stout,Keeping want and trouble out;Bless the roof and tower tall,Let Thy peace lie over all;Bless these doors that they may prove ever open to joy and love.Bless these windows shining bright,Letting in God's heav'nly light;Bless this hall astanding here,Filled with singing and with prayer;Bless the people here within,Keep them pure and free from sin;Bless us all that we may beFit, O Lord, to dwell with Thee,Bless us all that we one dayMay dwell, O Lord, with Thee.
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
Piano lesson wasn't bad... just that i cldn't really hear what i was playing coz my EAR is still alittle blocked... so i didn't know if i played well.. but i dun think i played well... coz i didn't practise... haix...
ahh... i dun like this part of the year... when we have so many tests and projects coming up! And we're just rushing through everyday... Haix... i'm so tired... i feel like skipping sch or sumthing... but i always tell myself that there are people who are suffering more and my life's not really SUFFERING and try to perservere on... :S... arghhh... but i'm so sianz of sch life... ... :S... and i still have to study for atleast 5 more years........
haix.... i should stop complaining now...
Laoshi told us bout the China trip this year end yesterday and asked if we wanted to go... i wanted to go... but it clashes with the Children's Ministry camp and i really wanna help out! So... of coz, i asked my mom... and my mom told me that i shld go for the china trip coz it's something for me and blah blah blah... so... yep... gonna go China! haha... Joyce and jojo are going too! YAY! hahaha... at least got ban4... hahaha... i can't wait!!!!!! hahaha...
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*yawnz*In school now... just finished Computer Studies Excel test...:S i thought i was going to fail lor! but... i think i did quite ok lar... hahaha... HAIX... so sianz... today got piano lesson....... and i didn't practise! Ahh... i feel so guilty lehh... for not practising... and it's not because i was busy, but it's because i was LAZY... Gahhh....... my fingers are now so stiff as the result of not touching the piano keys for 2 weeks... :Soops... recess time now...
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
ha! i've changed my blogskin AGAIN! hahaha... aiya... coz my previous one had sum problem.. so decided to change...
Hmm... i was BORED just now and decided to listen to Hi-5 songs! hahaha... i was listening to the series 1-3 songs and it really reminded me of the primary school life... Especially the time in Pri 4 after the SYF celebrations performance, we were in the bus actually singing and dancing to the Hi-5 songs... wahahaha... P4 lehh... hahahaha... sound so childish right? ahhaha... but at that time we didn't bother bout what people said bout us... "childish"/"immature" wadeva lar.. hahahah...and in Pri 5, when i brought my lyrics file to sch and sang in class with Esther... hahaha... Esther and i sat together at the back of the class when we were in Pri 5 and we actually sang lor... and we kept irritating Tricia Hwam and "somebody else(i forgot who)" coz we kept singing and singing non-stop :P... hahaha...
Actually i thought Mrs Yeow or any teachers wouldn't know... until...... I think it was Lilian and Sarah who chai1 chuan1 us!!! And Mrs Yeow was like " oh... no wonder i always can hear people singing at the back of the class"... wahh... i was so embarrassed lor! hahaha... but it seems really funny thinking back now... ...
Haix... i miss my primary school life! I miss the scoldings from teachers, i miss the primary 1s and 2s running around and us, older ones get scolded.. i miss being able to reprimand little pri 1s who broke the school rules (even though i'm not a prefect)... i miss Lilian... i miss Hin Ann... i miss having to fight with Esther at least one day then go crazy together again the next minute... i miss bullying Sarah CKX and fighting with her... i miss Mrs Ng's curses and threats... i miss Ms Soh's mood swings... i miss MRS QUEK's blurness... i miss lao shi who always says we don't have "ink"(mo4 shui3)... i miss 6.5!
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Monday, July 25, 2005
HA! It's the 118th Founder's Day of MGS today! hahaha... i'm always so excited bout Founder's Day... :S dunno why.....Hahaha.... feel so refreshed today! haha... coz i slept REALLY early last night... i slept at 8!!!!!Can you believe it??????????? oh well, i wasn't feeling well... that's why i slept early....And i'm back so early coz i took school bus back!!! hahaha... i feel like a little child.. haaha... Ok... today, we sec 1s had to sit with the sec 2s, p4s and 5s... and surprisingly, even the pri4s and 5s don't sing really LOUDLY... and it's actually the sec 2s who are singingly LOUDLY. hahaha... Haiyo... primary sch girls... trying to act coOl isit??But thinking bout it, i was once liddat too... :S..... ehhh... hehehe....Oh... you know... i've been alittle crazy bout Agatha Christie nowadays... haha... thanx to Stephanie! haha... now i'm reading the Mirror Crack'd... It's.... quite boring.... but SARAH says that it's boring only in the beginning... Ok lar! I shall PERSEVERE and continue reading.... which is quite torturing... coz the words are.... really tiny. ok... i shall stop crapping here....
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
I dunno... but it seems like now is the "gloomy season" of the year....
Like.... many ppl around me are all depressed and sad and... gloomy. And it sumhow also affected me... I've become so....... bei1 guan1... like evrything's gonna go wrong... Ehh, not exactly lar, but just feel like i'm always thinking that i wldn't do this or do that well and stuff liddat....
Oh well... maybe it's really the gloomy season of the year when our spirits are all dampened by various things....
Life Is WonderfulThere's happiness for those God forgives
There's relief for those who have confessed.
There was a tim I wouldn't admit
I suffered with my guilt and distress.
Then this sinful woman cried to the Lord
The Lord showed mercy and saved me.
There is joy for those who delights in God
There is peace for those who call upon Him.
Oh, how grateful and thankful I am
That God loves His children and hears them.
For this sinful woman cries to the Lord
The Lord showed mercy and saved me.
Put God to the test and you will see
That He is loving, faithful, and true.
You'll see for yourself, all the blessings
That He will shower down upon you
For this sinful woman cries to the Lord
The Lord showed mercy and saved me.
Now life is wonderful, oh so wonderful
Now that I know Jesus loves me.
He calms all my fears, wipes away my tears
He gives me peace and love within.
Life is wonderful, oh so wonderful
I will rejoice in Christ today.
As life's race is run, I'll tell everyone
I'm happier than I've ever been.
by Norma Jean Duncan
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Just finished the online survey given by the NIE... :S
Ask so many.... WEIRD questions... hahaha.... there's Swimming P.E. lesson today!!! i'm so scared lar... wad if i drown??? :S ahh... i'm just scary myself.. :P
*yawnz* so tired... ...
just had MRC farewell party yesterday... hahaha... and SI HUI didn't go... hahahah... and now she regrets... coz there was FOOD yesterday... hahahaha....
We're gonna have CLDDS farewell party tomorrow!! hahaha... MORE FOOD... :S... hahaha... so crazy bout food nowadays... hahaha...
Should go now... it's recess time ler....
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Monday, July 18, 2005
Don't QuitWhen things go wrong, as they sometimes will,When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,When the funds are low, and the debts are high,And when you want to smile,but you have to sigh,When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest if you must, but don't you quit.Life is odd with its twists and turns,As everyone of us sometimes learnsAnd many a failure turns about,When he might have won had he stuck it out,Don't give up though the pace seems slowYou may succeed with another blow.Success is failure turned inside out,The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,And you never can tell how close you are.It may be near when it seems so far.So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit.It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
ARHHH!!!!
i only haf 3 more days to try and pass!!! ARGhh..... how how how.... HOW... i haf a SUPER bad feeling that i'd fail again... :S... ARGHH!HHH!!! I dun wanna fail!! I'd let 1I down!!! And i'd be the only one who didn't pass in the WHOLE SCHOOL... ARHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, July 15, 2005
We... CLDDS girls just had 2 new drama teachers......... And i dun exactly like them.... especially the guy... :S... SO SO IRRITATING lar.... Grrr... and the female one... well, she's alright lar... not as bad... :S
Anyway, we had to do this "My Story" poster for Values Ed. today and it was really quite fun lar... hahaha... especially seeing all those little ADORABLE baby photos of each other! hahaha... After Values Ed, i went to Joyce's table and saw that she has two younger sisters! hahaa... i didn't noe! I thought she had only 1 younger sister coz... well, i've only seen one... hahaha...
And today, i was telling my mom bout how much i miss Hin Ann coz... of some reason... and my mom actually said that she missed SARAH CHUA KHO XIAN! hahaha... it seems like Sarah's her " god-daughter" or some sort even though she's not... hahaha.... my mom said that she hasn't seen Sarah since Chinese New Year and she actually misses her.... hahaha... OOORRRHHH.......
Sarah, heard(saw that)??? hahahaTime to go and do tuition work ler.....wld blog again.................
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
BTW...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH (ckx)!!! & HUI MIN TOO!!! haha...
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ARGHH!!! I have this STRONG feeling that we're gonna die for Gym.... AHHH!!!!
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Haha! We've FINALLY finished MOST of the dance routine... THANK GOD!!!!!!
I thought we wldn't be able to finish and today's like... TUESDAY alreadi... and the video thingy is on THURSDAY!!! we only have bout 2 more days lor.... so... We've FINISHED!!!
I just noticed something. I've been really rude to many ppl nowadays... like... i've been really moody and keep criticising ppl like nobody's business... and i feel so guilty now... i dunno why... but... Argh.... Pray that God wld change my bad temper... ...
Hmm... although i've been moody and stuff... i've done quite well in my work! hahaha.... especially MATHS!!! hahaha...from C- to A-... wow... big improvement huh! hahaha... but it's like... number sequence and Area and Perimeter... so... not as difficult as the topics we have been doin the last semester... but i feel so guaii nowadays... like handing up assignments on time and having the motivation to finish my homework way before deadline... hmm... hahaha.......
talking bout assignments.... i shld go do History homework now...hahaha...
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
ARGHHH.... It's gonna be Thurday SOON!!!!! HELP!!! GYM/DANCE THINGY!!! ARHHHH.... we're not ready yet!!!! HOW HOW HOW.... actually, we were supposed to meet today... but i thought... well, it's a sunday... and i dun really wanna do much on Sunday... so i told them that we'd do it on Monday and Tuesday.... ARGHH...i'm getting nervous... :S... Hmm... I dunno lehh... i dun wan the gym thing so fast yet i want to just quickly go through it and be done with it...... AIYA!!! I dunno lar!!!!! I just hope other groups are just worst than us :P.. JK!!! It's YOUTH SUNDAY today!! WooHOO!! And we had to attend 2 Services today...... :S... listen to the same sermon again........ BUT.... At least i listen more during the 2nd service than the 1st... in 1st service, Doreen kept talking and talking... so... umm... cldn't concentrate... hahaha.... I was quite angry with my ... yesterday..... Like... i dunno lar... keep asking me if i wld just stop growing... and if i'm gonna stay at this height... and say that she's still taller than me and my sister wld be as tall as me and BLAH BLAH BLAH... i dunno lar... i noe that i'm not gonna grow ler lor.... she DOESN'T have to remind me lar... Wad can i do if i'm just going to stay at this height? Jump more? Drink more milk? or go break my legs and lengthen them? :S Wadeva lar.... :sAnyway.... it's gonna be SARAH CHUA KHO XIAN's BIRTHDAY!!!!!! haha... and i haven't exactly got her anything yet...... ehh... sorry arh, sarah... i'd get it ASAP!!Ahh... well, time to go write LETTER (for Eng) ler....Cyou
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Friday, July 08, 2005
"Let's do a collective sigh together. 1...2...3... HAI~~~~~"
We did that for English the first thing when Ms Ng came in...
The London blasts was a SHOCK to many people... who wld have thought that London, after the celebrations for winning the bid for Olympics 2012 wld have bombs blasting in the city? Haix....
Anyway... Does anybody noe wad's wrong with Xing Yi? Well i dun.... she's been treating me like an enemy nowadays... ignoring me... sitting further and further away like i have SARS or sumthing.... :S....
OH OH!!! I'm bringing a friend for youth Alpha!!! YAY!! hahaha... i'm SO SO SO SO glad that Joyce could FINALLY go to church... she always didn't wanna go church when i asked her!!! And now she can! YaY! THANK GOD!!!!!
oh... btw...Our School has a Campus Moblog thingy... it's a competition and we are supposed to register in and log in and then sms and vote for our School's Moblog!!!
MG GIRLS, REGISTER TO www.campusmoblog.com.sg!!!
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
WHY WHY WHY????1 why: Why do we have to do the Gym dance... THINGY???2 Why: Why didn't we meet during the June Hols????3 Why: Why does the school like to give us last minute class project for us to do???ARGHHHH... I can't believe that School also likes to give us last minute stuff to do... like the "Happy Birthday, MGS"(sumth liddat) class project and they want us to finish by nxt monday. ARGH... and because of that, we have to go ALL THE WAY to Clementi(not all the way lar.. actually) to take pictures... WORST, nobody brought camera... WAD THE!!! So we had to take with a camera PHONE!! ARhh... so Pathetic!! Carmen wanted to bring but she forgot.... I really wanted to shoot her with a gun but i noe that everybody has a time when they forget.. and i ALWAYS forget my stuff so i didn't really....... scream at her lar... Anyway, i saw a few primary school teachers! haix...... I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! And tis time when i went back, i felt so old and kept laughing at those chinese words lao shi gave the primary girls.... wad shu4 ma3 xiang4 ji1... or dian4 you2... hahahah.... it's... quite simple... hahahha.... I MISS MRS NG TOO!!! and i didn't see her today... i miss her threatening to "throttle", "slaughter", "strangle", "hang us upside down" and ect! hahaha... she's super funny lar.... hahah... i miss Primary 6 life! Haha... after 2 weeks (or 1 week) of October, life wld be FREE FREE FREE!!!! Haix.... but i was thinking bout wad the older SENIORS said... they said to enjoy Sec 1 life..... You mean......... the upper sec + JC life's gonna be worst? Anyway... done with complaining........It's gonna be Founder's Day soon!!!! ARHH!!! I hope the Primary school wld come back!!! Den i can take sch bus back home again!! Hahahahahahaha.... Hmm... Founder's day's on the last week of July... why do we have to hand in by next monday??? Ehh.... are we sure is nxt monday? I'm not...........Anyway.... Time to GO now.... :D
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Monday, July 04, 2005
I SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER HATE Gym/dance/wadeva...
Arghh.... Why must this wadever dance thingy be included to P.E.? Arghh....
Oh... btw, it was YOUTH DAY yesterday! Happy Youth Day!
Actually, i dun really noe if i shld be celebrating it coz... haha... i'm not a youth yet.. i'm still twelve... it doesn't seem really exciting for Youth Day as for Children's Day... i'd rather have Children's day..haha...
I just started Maths Tuition last Saturday and it was... ok... the teacher was... nice... hahaha... Yep... and i forgot wad i'd learnt last semester so she had to revise with me all over again...hehe...
Jo wants to go to the Founder's Day Dinner... And i haven't decided if i shld go yet... She seemed really disappointed when she finally came and ask me if i wanted to go for the Founder's Day Dinner... I dunno... I mean... i asked my parents, and they seemed QUITE OK with me going... but...... i dunno... i dun really have the mood to go....... Since P1, Founder's Day Dinner sounded boring to me... and we still have to pay so much... so... i didn't think it was worth it...
But Jo seemed so disappointed and sad... ... and i'd feel quite bad if i told her i dun wanna go... ... ... ...
I shld go do work now....
OH!!! BTW,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, LILIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, July 01, 2005
School... wasn't really good.....I just got scolded by Mrs Pandian today coz i didn't do my History assignment.... ehh... i've been ahhhhh-choooing in sch nowadays and i just found out that i can actually finish 2 packets of tissue paper in 2 hours... haha... 1 hour per packet... hahaha....Hmm.... Mrs Nicole Phua... she's so young lar! she just graduated from NIE... so it means that she's only like... 20+ and she's alreadi married.... hahaha... so young lar.... .... Hmm... she reminds me of my mom... my mom got married when she was 22 years old.............Ahh.... i dun like the new seating arrangement. 1. i can't see the board clearly.2. i can't really hear the teachers.3. i've become the door mistress coz ppl don't close the door properly (it's not that bad actually... being the door mistress)4. no air circulatinghaix... but... actually.. there are also good points bout my new seating arangement lar... at least i can just lay my stuff at the side since i'm sitting beside the wall & door and nobody cares... Ahh.... i pity Sarah nowadays... coz Tricia and Esther are so mesmerized by guys they keep talking bout guys... Tricia even wanted to come to our (Esther and i are in the same church...different congregation) church for CG just to see guys... :S :S :S :S.... but... at least she's coming... now i'm still trying to persuade Joyce to come to church!!! She doesn't wanna come... she doesn't even wanna ask her dad.... ... haix.... dunno lar....
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