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Monday, July 31, 2006 yep. it's been raining almost the whole day... Surprisingly, i'm not affected by the weather! how queer and unlike me to not get affected.
uhh. nth much happened today... .... ... oh no. i'm turning into some boring person blogging about my boring life.
SSH. GIVE ME A BREAK. CHANGE TOPIC! LET ME SPEAK!
Sunday, July 30, 2006
alright. i think i'm feeling the stress of not finishing my e-learning assignments. ARGH. i've been procrastinating till now. and still procrastinating. :S :S grr. i've still HeyMath, Zhouji(written half way), comprehension, lit essay, art (GRR),physics ws left for me to finish by tonight, latest tmr morning. i'm stressed. and not because i've got too much to do. but because i didn't do them earlier!!
I think i need to draw out a timetable or smth. i'm not going to score well for my streaming by only saying that i NEED to study and not WILL study... -_-
Alright.... ... but the holiday mood is still in me! GRR and i'm now looking forward to National Day holiday. WHAT DE!!
WAKE UP, KENDRA. START MUGGING!
Lord, would u give me self-discipline...
Friday, July 28, 2006 It's RAINING. and i was stuck at the NTUC opposite my house staring at some wholemeal, whole grain, cereal.. BLAH stuff because the rain was so heavy (and i didn't bring umbrella) that i couldn't go home. I never knew that the NTUC opposite my house actually sells a few kinds of cereal... the other time when i went there, there was only the vanila flavour one. which sucked. and now, there's some Milo Fuze thingy... and the CHOCOLATE flavour one! alright. i shall go try and finish that awful vanila flavour one (:S) and go buy the chocolate one... Milo looks quite nice too.heh.
Talking about milo. I feel like drinking Milo dinosaur... i wanted to try it today... but changed my mind. haha. now dinosaur reminds me of the Fun song Factory show i watched this morning on Kids Central. It's something like Hi-5. there're 5 performers... they have songs and dances... and the difference is only that they are from Britain while Hi-5's from Australia.. which doesn't make much of a difference cause they have the same queen. but... it's obvious that it's a British production because of the accent. Yea. it was entertaining... although the stuff they talk about's quite lame... like.. dinosaur... rhinosaur... cowosaur??? -_- (they were trying to make up words that only exist in their dictionary). It was entertaining watching their dances.. haha. they make me miss those times when i watched Hi-5 and always danced to the songs... haha! i remember once when Hin Ann and i were mad about Hi-5 after the SYF ceremony in P4 and we were singing like mad in the bus while going back to school. I also remember singing with Lilian and Esther! haha! was even caught singing in class by Mrs Yeow in P5...
Enough of Hi5 and the Fun Song Factory thingy. It's stopped raining! :D
Thursday, July 27, 2006
My grandma had injection on her eyeballs(:S :S :S) and she can't cook dinner. So it means that i'd have to take on the responsibility of cooking!! ... nah. jk.(pardon me. i'm tired and high) the only thing i can cook is... hahahaha. instant noodles? Alright. i shall go polish my cooking skills and cook one day for my grandma!!
I've been a pig for 2 days. I was sleeping practically the whole day yesterday. Well, i've been really tired and feeling sick nowadays. Isit the weather? Maybe it's bird flu or smth. oh crap, i'm crapping. I thought the E-learning assignments were quite alright and not alot and was wondering why everybody was complaining until i went to Lead.com and saw many new assignments. :S grr. I got 0 for chinese cause i posted words plus numbers instead of posting only numbers for the answers for the cloze passage. -_- I'm now doing Home Econs... should be easy to complete. I just realised that there's a P.E. assignment on some heartrate thingy -_-""". Do we have to complete it? it's not in my To-do list! i mean.. OUR to-do list... haha.
I attempt to walk home from Toapayoh this morning but i could not stand the heat. it was really too hot and my head was burning when i was walking from my school to the bus stop. I was pretty dumb today. walking from one place to another to look for Nutritea. :S and i could only find the large packet one... -_-"" grr. although i saw green tea and ice lemon tea... I didn't have enough money to buy them. I only had $1 with me. i felt so broke.... i was so desperate for herbal tea that i thought of going to the cashier and begging the cashier to just accept my $1 and lemme buy the tea home. :S
Alright. Enough of my crazy idea... :S haha. i like the photo on my previous post hehe. It's taken by Sihui's phone.. so the quality may not be really good. haha. but it's still nice :D
was really glad that u initiated a conversation yesterday. :D thanks.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Funny. i thought my school was older... but only 119 years old...
Anyway, it was founder's day today and i arrived school at 630 AGAIN. grr. early again. And since i stepped into the Home Econs room, i've hardly rested... Olright. I did rest for awhile... but really, there was SO MUCH to do. poke fishballs, make sandwiches... etc. After that, we had a break and ppl started eating and eating. hehe. i'm happy. cause i got to eat one eclair... 2 sticks of satay... one spring roll.hehehe. i'm satisfied. atleast i got to eat an eclair! hehe!
alright... walked home from Toa Payoh Library today.. my ankles are hurting now already. :S i think i have weak bones... i get backache, ankle-ache, leg-ache etc... :S grr. i suck.
Anyway.. it's E-learning week from tomorrow onwards! rocks! I need to replenish some sleep. haven't been sleeping well and have been sleeping late lately... :S well.. i just hope that i'd be able to finish all online assignments ASAP and keep as many days free as possible!
Monday, July 24, 2006 i was really touched when i heard the Primary ones singing the song during the Angklung performance. their voices were so innocent and adorable. And it really just shows why Jesus says to let all children go to Him and that they will be blessed in Heaven. So.. what made us change so much? I sometimes really hope i had their innocence (not ignorant though). not being embarrassed to do anything or say anything. (but of course, speak of logical stuff that people understand...)
Lord, let me not be afraid to live out Your Word to spread Your Word.
Saturday, July 22, 2006 Alright... i just realised how stupid i was to delete online files when i had a problem with the previous post which i wanted to post and now, it's ALL GONE. SUCKS.
It's always when i want to post when it just turns out.. LIKE THAT. Grr. I just lost my blogging mood. GRR.
I want to live out Your Word Lord.i really really do.
Friday, July 21, 2006 Really..people who go REALLY REALLY HIGH can go REALLY REALLY LOW. That's what i'm feeling now. super low. I don't know how to react..what to say... It was only last night when i felt high... and now, i feel like i've just lost my balance and fell from a cliff.
i know it's stupid to feel that way. but i really, really, really seriously feel guilty. i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you...
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Summary of this week.. till now.
Monday- DULL DAY Tuesday- Slack day Wednesday- normal school day Thursday - BAD DAY
Tuesday was super duper kuper Uper slack. What i did before recess was to sleep in class and go to home econs room to clean up some utensils and eat biscuits and sleep. What i did after recess was to go to Sar sar's class to listen to how fun her classmates are. haha. Honestly, 2e girls are really good at imitating teachers..hahaha..
Went to West Mall after that and had BUBBLE TEA (grr.made me feel fat after that for the whole day)... walked around like an idiot alone. lalala. Saw FOOD but didn't have the chinks to buy anything to eat.
Wednesday was a normal school day... had cramps the whole day and didn't have the energy to walk anyway... :S Da gu jie (my aunt) came over with my cousin for tuition and asked me about streaming. gah.. i haven't thought of what combination i wanted to take yet... I hope i'd be able to take History... (though my History results' one of the worst somehow)
Today. BAD DAY. P.E. was horrible. We played rounders/softball again today. And i almost killed somebody. :S I actually flunk my bat behind so hard that it hit Nicole... I already realised and felt guilty and apologised...then Mrs **** came scolding me and telling me that "sorry no use. u've already hit her" FINE. If sorry's no use, what do u want me to do? bring her to the doctor and pay for her medical fees? I know that it's my fault ALREADY. ok.. i know that she was angry that i wasn't careful enough to DROP my bat infront instead of FLINKING my bat behind and she was worried that Nicole would be severely hurt if that happens again... but.. what's done's done... ...How i wish at that i can turn back time and DROP my bat carefully on the ground :S. the worse thing is, she sort of scolded Nicole "you should know better ah, not to sit there". HELLO, it wasn't her fault for sitting there...at least she kept a distance from ME.
This PE game was like an injury game or smth. Sihui slid down and hurt her knee. Larine fell and umm.. got abraision(sp.) Nicole.. well, she got hurt by me. the weather's too hot this morning. it made people mad today.
We're here in the comp lab doing some heymath stuff. However, people are still trying to figure out how to do the worksheet... therefore i'm here! haha. Molina and Sihui are looking for people's "website". e.g. MOLINA.COM (cheap airfare website???) Kendra.com (umm..some internet and email service.. $14.95 per mth -_-"") Heidi.com (some nice website) Tiffany.com (some.. i dont' knw what... -_-) Grace.com ...
Monday, July 17, 2006
Heard/sang this song during Chapel this morning.
We're pilgrims on the journey Of the narrow road And those who've gone before us line the way Cheering on the faithful, encouraging the weary Their lives a stirring testament to God's sustaining grace
Surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses Let us run the race not only for the prize But as those who've gone before us Let us leave to those behind us The heritage of faithfulness passed on through godly lives
CHORUS: Oh may all who come behind us find us faithful May the fire of our devotion light their way May the footprints that we leave Lead them to believe And the lives we live inspire them to obey
Oh may all who come behind us find us faithful
After all our hopes and dreams have come and gone And our children sift through all we've left behind May the clues that they discover and the memories they uncover Become the light that leads them to the road we each must find
Oh may all who come behind us find us faithful Oh may all who come behind us find us faithful
it's a Monday again... and it seems so dull... it's so quiet... :S "it's monday..they're all experiencing monday blues.haha" i told myself.
1/4 of the class was gone after recess and 2o was especially quiet. haha. Geography presentation wasn't very good. didn't really know how to elaborate without Molina and RenJean around. leaving Si Hui, Mabel, Jasmine and I there. Actually, i shld be the one elaborating on the points. but.. .. ... well.. i'm not very good at explaining stuff. so.. sorry 2o. cldn't teach you much.
While the 1/4 of the class was gone, Bernice sat on Renjean's seat and booked 2 people for eating.hahaha. Esabelle's the joker of the day! haha! it was super funny when she realised that all her group members for PW are GB girls and she was sitting alone at my desk. hahaha.
Alright.. it's time for me to set my mood to School mode and stop feeling lethargic! I should start studying hard for End of year ler... July's a CRAZY (actually slack) month and we'd be missing many lessons and wld have 3 days of e-learning.. after E-learning, it'd soon be August... August...2 days of National Day holiday. then it'd soon be September... and after the hols will be final year paper... laoshi said that exams are on the first week of October :S.
I may sound crazy right.. i'm only sec 2! however, it's my streaming year!! i've already done horribly for Chemistry and Biology.. i don't want to do badly for any other subject... ... ...
I shall learn to have disciplined. :) haha
Friday, July 14, 2006 I'm grateful for people who always make me smile :) you people rock! :D thank God for you, you, you and you!
thanks for making my day! :D
Wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi... ... ..
Tong Hua's playing on 933 again... the song lyrics sound so real huh. Willing to be your angel... spread out wings to protect you... i always hoped that somebody would really be that "guardian angel" or something. but... in reality.. there wldn't be anybody who would ALWAYS be there for you... even though they try... ... ... they have their own problems to face, their own lives to lead and sometimes... they just can't be there for you. So, FACE REALITY! Always look up! God's there for you!
Gah. i feel like i'm being influenced by ppl around me again. this is not good. Who am i exactly? I'm changing almost everyday :S
I feel so accomplished! i baked a brownie all by myself! :D :D :D i hope Sar sar likes it..hehe. thought of baking it just for her since it's her birthday :D it's my first time ok... i hope it tastes great to you! (it tastes super good to me and my mom and my grandma.. ... .. :P)
My dad just bought a new cupboard for me... it feels so weird to have such a tall cupboard and it seems so empty all of a sudden. hehehe. my room seems neater all of a sudden. :S
It seems like i'm getting more and more boring nowadays... not knowing what to blog about... Grr. I just feel like sleeping nowadays. I feel like a pig. Sleep and eat.. eat then sleep. :S but really.. i haven't recovered from World Cup Fever AT ALL. and i seem to be falling sick and having influenza really soon... :S
I shall not waste ur time reading such a boring post. BYE
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I feel like smashing my computer. I've just posted something and it turned out blank. (*breathes in DEEP* *breathes out*) Alright. i typed about my unhappiness in class. I just cannot stand certain people who are being more n more childish each day. their words and actions are.. .super duper childish. COME ON! GROW UP! they're like being more and more retarded each day.. I know that i should learn to accept people like them and "teach" them or smth. but... i really really cannot stand them (how i wish i cld really sit on them). I mean... by the conversations they make.. it's just... urgh. they're just like primary school kids. Great. i'm now the one being immature here. complaining about my classmates. but honestly, if u're not from my class/school, maybe you should try sitting in my class for a week and look at their actions. I realised something after i came back to school after the holidays...the cleaners are immatures too. and insensitive people. right. they're young... :S whatever. I shall learn to accept you, you, you and you. ARGH. what a lesson to learn in such a school. i now understand why Mrs ** cannot stand teaching here and i salute to her for even persevering for 6 months. Oh. wait, does that mean that i was like them? yea.. maybe a year or two ago. Alright. i'm contradicting myself. I feel bad yet not bad for complaining about them on my blog. haha. Kendra's beginning to be mean.. kekeke.
Monday, July 10, 2006
It's over! World Cup's OVER! Manx. i'd miss those days sneaking out to watch soccer in the mornight... calling Orange up to watch... sleeping for less than 7 hours... etc. etc. it's surprising that Italy actually won the World Cup. without having to fight against Brazil... lucky manx. But honestly... (sorry to all Brazil fans) Brazils.. ... ... :S lar.
Walked home from Toapayoh again. this time, i took about 2 hours to get home from sch. sucks.hahha. i feel like i'm in dreamland posting on my blog... Only had 2 hrs of sleep. and i'm surprised that i'm still here blogging.hahah.
Sunday, July 09, 2006 this is weird... i could actually post the previous post.haha.
And that was only a few mins ago. my comp really sucks. I've been regretting many things recently and it's getting quite bad. i dont' know why...
We were released at 12 on friday. felt super great. haha. but the shopping time was... :S nvm. at least i got a pair of shorts from Giordano. Now i'd rather shop alone...
World Cup finals tonight! (tomorrow morning) who's watching? keep me company people!! (but if my message limit exceed, pls pay me.haha.jk) i'm going to be neutral this time. Italy V France. No special preference.
argh. i've been feeling very distant to ppl whom i've been close to...
I'm sorry, girl. I can't high with you today. i really couldn't. i'm too tired to get high. and it's really not the real me to go high and just crap along... i dont' want to deceive myself anymore. sorry girl.
i'm fed up. this comp sucks. i cldn't update whatever that i've typed on my notepad. maybe i should just post it in school or smth. grr.
My mind was blank. it was bad enough.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 Monday, Youth Day holiday, 03/07/06 Had a mass convo with the 3 musketeers and 1 mouse: Hin Ann, Sarah, Lilian and Zhanghui!
haha. i missed those times when we talked back to teachers! haha. I remember sitting beside Lilian and Sarah and we kept talking and talking. hahaha! As for Hin Ann... that sister who never hesitates to share with me her feelings and her thoughts! Zhanghui has just joined us yesterday.hahaha. that goody prefect with an almost perfect character that i want.haha. patient, cheerful, smile-y... just almost perfect lah. hahaha!
Tuesday, 04/07/06 i was down again today. i'm not fit to be a leader lar. what am i doing manx. i'm not doing anything! I didn't do my part as facilitator, neither did i try to get my group members together to do that Chinese Project. I'm just super lazy nowadays. I just feel like staying in bed and never wake up anymore. just lie there and look at the ceiling (lizards.. spiders.. light...) or look out of my window at the sky or smth. But, i still have to say a BIG thank you to Carmen! thanks for listening! although it was nothing. but. thanks.. really. for caring.
hmm... why isit so difficult to post a post on this blog nowadays?!
Sunday, July 02, 2006
i wanted to post something. but i'm still hesitating.
Why isit so hard to laugh continuously nowadays?!!! ARGH! i miss laughing.
ENTERTAIN ME SOMEBODY!
Went for SYF opening ceremony yesterday (saturday). Was really dreaded to go there at first... and i still regretted going there. There wasn't much to do there excepting eating and zi high-ing. And i was doing both. It was like a gain weight session. Everybody brought tidbits and ate non-stop. Plus, they even brought rice, noodles.. etc for dinner!! GAH! i didn't know that dinner wasn't provided larh... so i had to eat all those junky stuff.. :S
Anyway, i was really impressed by the Band display competition that was held during the ceremony just now. It was good! *thumbs up* was really entertained by those different pictures they displayed as a band and the main drum don't know what throwing those silver... stick! HAHA. And Tanjong Katong won the best mass display! haha! theirs were really good. honestly. it's obvious that they put in alot of effort! :D
Hmm, blogger's weird. I wanted to post what i typed in the notepad just now but they said that my blog was not found. gah. whatever!
Soccer updates. Germany won Argentina! England lost to Portugal... :S