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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Alright. I ROCK! I found some internet space thingy at Korean airport! RAHAHA Anyway, have been really tired. My flight was at 1am... and the seats were super uncomfortable therefore i couldn't sleep well... Had breakfast on flight. Thank God they had Omelette. Atleast it's something bite-able! Er... I can't really remember where i went after that. Haha. i'm just so crazy about this internet thing :P
It's really weird sitting here infront of a laptop having a lady walking around like looking at me :S:S And i don't even know Korean. So... i don't even know if i'm allowed to use! :P but uh, i'm just following the crowd la huh... :P
hahaha. We went to make our own Kimchi just now... It was... pretty successful for my mom. I think my mom's really good. hahaha. (she should try making itnext time when we're back.hahaha. AT LEAST it's something edible :P)
Oh, and i slept on the bus while the tour guide brought the rest to the World Cup 2002 stadium. I didn't really sleep well there cause :S it's pretty scary to be with your sister all alone on the bus sleeping, not knowing what may happen next:S but we're safe lah. haha. don't worry.
My dad's here... haha My crazy father. He bought 2 big packets, containing 12 small kit kats and brought it along in this trip and guess what he said... "I don't know if the chocolates are enough.." -_- hello!!! 24 kit kats leh!! it's not like it's for our daily meals or smth -_- And if we eat kit kat everyday, we'd all grow fat -_-
Oh. And i heard that he kept the yoghurt from the plane for me... but er, the thought of eating it now is pretty disgusting... :S:S It's like.. non-refrigerated for more than 5 hours le..
haha. Alright. gtg. I can't stand the lady staring!!
Monday, October 30, 2006
HeyMath is SICK it's sending me online holiday assignment already. HELLO. it's only the 1st week of holidays!! what is wrong with you.
Many have posted about end of school, about how they'd miss their classmates, their class...blah.
Honestly, i'm not missing 2o at all. SOMEHOW. This feeling is just exactly the same as the time before Lilian went to China, after PSLE. i told myself that i wouldn't miss any of the 6.5 people, even Lilian, cause everybody goes through a stage where they would HAVE to leave certain people. So to me, there was no use missing anybody.
Yet, after lilian left, it felt different. I suddenly started missing her like :S
Now that 2o is really going to be splitted, with our different choices of subject combinations, i really wonder if i'd miss them that bad. I'd probably just keep those good memories with me and leave the bad memories to fade...
I don't have any shout-outs to anybody. Honestly. If i do, you'd get it personally :)
It's holiday time! Like what many people have told me, I NEED TO PLAN MY HOLIDAY. i'm not really excited about November -_- Maybe i'm just being childish, the Leadership Training Camp thing is still bothering me.
I don't really feel like planning my holiday somehow. I don't like to face the reality... :/ time is going to fly. I'm going to be 14 soon. (HAHAHA)
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Yes. i'm leaving for Korea tomorrow night (tuesday morning) at 1am. What a weird timing. I didn't know it until today. hahaha.
Mmm... well, do pray for safe journey!
Great. i'm loss for words. It's getting really boring huh. my blog posts. haha Nothing dramatic has been going on in my life.
It's good i guess. Mmm.. isit?
er. well. I've been reading this book by Sarah Dessen. Just Listen. Alright, i'm not halfway through the book, but there's something really interesting. there's this guy, Owen, who went through anger management when he was younger (er, he's prob about 19 or smth) and there's the R&R thing. Rephrase and Redirect. It's to remind that person to change the way they put a point across to not offend or hurt anybody.
Well, i should probably have some anger management. R&R. have been feeling mean these days.
Saturday, October 28, 2006 I was thinking of what to post. Hmm.
Alright. Had captain's ball today. and YES, I AM INJURY PRONE! not a major injury. just got hit at the face by the ball and my finger is feeling alittle pain. but.. i'm alright! not as serious as the last time (thanks to Jin Wei's reminder), i got hit at the face, at my nose, and my face got alittle swollen. Also, not as serious as that time when my finger was as huge as.. i dont' know what.
minor minor ones today.
Mmm.. had CG after that... I finally thought of my Happiest and Saddest moments :) I was pretty reluctant to share about my saddest moment... didn't know how to put it in words... I could feel my face swell up when i was supposed to share. But, i shared in the end. Uh. You may be wondering what it was.. but. I'm not comfortable to share here. haha. message me if you're curious. haha. (but i don't guarantee that i'd tell you)
Uh. Dinner. Had steamboat. nothing much. couldn't bite. :(
Oh. i was picking songs to put in my WMP "Now Playing List" when i suddenly felt like listening to Dang Ni by Cyndi Wang. It was another song that i cried while listening last time. When i thought about alot of complicated things that were really really immature. thanks to Taiwanese dramas -_-
Anyway, i really liked the song. hehe. I think i just like the tune. As for the lyrics. It doesn't really apply to me much la. haha. i just let my imagination go wild :)
Friday, October 27, 2006
I just tightened my braces today. and it's HURTING. grr. I can't talk properly :S
Alright. i've been thinking about the topics we have to share for CG tomorrow. Happiest and Saddest moment. argh. it's pretty hard. I suddenly thought of Wei Feng's sermon... Are we happy? Are we already numb about what's happening to us? then, i thought of the CG when Jacob asked us what our feelings that day were. : was mine. Just.. "okay lor" "alright.." "fine..."
I just realised that i haven't felt really very happy or very sad recently. I remember being excited for almost everything. But i told myself that i'd look stupid if i do. So i controlled my smiles, my laughters... my tears.
Hmm.. i haven't had the mood to blog nowadays. It seems like i only turn to blogging when i'm down. hahaha. no wonder people think that i'm a crazy emo fella.
Hmm. First day of the holidays... Went to watch Death Note with my friends. (HAHA) It's a really interesting movie... Really enjoyed it. Although the "God of Death" is pretty creepy coming out at some weird times which really scares me :S
Jolene and Minghui were laughing during almost the whole show though.. at some young couple kissing non-stop -_-" (they demanded to sit beside them!!! :P)
I was walking pass a coffee shop on my way home when i heard them playing These Days by Bardot. HAHA. that's really old... I heard them when i was really young I still remember watching Pop Star with my mom, a show that's something like American Idol. Just that they groom people to be in a group, not an individual artiste. And my mom really liked the show. hahahaha. I remember listening to the CD with my cousin and singing too... ... ... Those were the days (make me sound so old... -_-")
anyway, i found the video on YouTube! (haha. no life right. I KNOW) These Days by Bardot
Thursday, October 26, 2006
School Ended. With a BORING day...
I don't really know why we just HAD to go to school today. I was planning on what to do after school for the whole day -_-
We got back our exam scripts, then went for a "Growing up with confidence" talk, then we had recess, then some Red Little Riding Hood Video which was really lame yet entertaining... then we had some eating disorder talk.
I realised that actually, many girls of this age are on the verge of having eating disorder. hahahaha. Or isit just my school? :S
anyway, ya. That's what's happened today. It's really really really boring. I can't believe i ended school JUST LIKE THAT. I remembered ending the whole of school year with a blast. Like a concert or a mini fair or some sort. I missed those times. grr.
I am about to complain....but i just remembered the devotions Ms Kon shared today. To be thankful and grateful to God for what we have had this year and not to complain.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 CLASS PARTY playing Polar Bear
"Marco!" "POLO!" carmen! MOLINA do you see carmen's brother? :P
Monday, October 23, 2006
"Your Biology is quite poor ah" "ya. i don't plan to take Bio" "your History too." "huh? where got! it's one of my best!" " no... compared to others, you didn't do as well"
I got an A2 for goodness sake! Do you know how much i did to strive for that A for History??? What an encouragement manx. It's seriously one of my best subs. I only had 2 As for overall. Maths and History. and you said that i did poorly for History.
Anyway, on to a happier note. I PASSED MY GRADE 5 PIANO EXAMINATION. 125/150. HAHAHA. i actually got a merit. I was stunned when my mom told me that i got 125.. 5 more marks to distinction! hahahahahhahahahahhahaa. I seriously didn't expect that results. I was prepared to get a Pass.
hahaha. Thank You Lord... as what Sarah said, He does miracles.
thanks for all your prayers too! :)
gah. i still can't accept the fact that YOU YOU YOU said that my history was poor. A2!!!! :S:S:S:S
"CLDDS was quite good. I was expecting Kendra to sing, but she didn't. Oh wells. Haha." it's quoted from Sar sar's blog! hahaha.
seriously, i didn't expect ANYBODY to expect me to sing. haha. Sarah, i was at the sound system! :P
CLDDS was a success. hahaha. really really thank God for that. I don't know how we did it with a few weeks of practise, but we did it!
However, got really pissed with that --- made me and si hui stay up till 12 to finish powerpoint slides. actually, we could have done earlier..but uh. we were told on Friday -_-
Had the Social Ettiquette class at some restaurant at the Treasury. We were all so hungry and didn't have the patience to listen to the speaker... i felt really bad for her. Anyway, we had a REALLY FULL lunch today. Bread. Appetiser (fried prawn with thai chilli sauce),Cream Mushroom Soup,Main Course(chicken with black pepper sauce), dessert(some mango cake. YUMMY but fat) and tea/coffee.(I had tea. )
I've never had so much for lunch before manx... I dont' think i'd be able to have dinner afterwards :S
Sunday, October 22, 2006
I know i looked :S today. "are you okay?"
Seriously... i wasn't. I felt blank. lost. I suddenly lost the purpose of going to church today. I felt even worse this morning and was tempted to skip sunday school.
I'm sorry. I lied :S.
but, how am i going to tell you how i'm feeling when i myself didn't even know how i was feeling?
:/ whatever. it's over. nevermind.
I feel blank again. off to eat yoghurt.
I was on bus 154, on my way to school.
Uncle 1: Da fang ma! uncle 2: ta Da fang wo xiao fang ah!
I was on bus 151 going to Toa Payoh after CLDDS.... a family of four boarded the bus and sat down.
Mother to the father: qu(4) ni(3) jia(1) hou(4) mian(4) Father: qu(4) wo(3) jia(1)? Daughter: no no no!!... means means means... go your house behind~~~~ Mother: YA... ...
We (Jolene, LH, my sis, Shaun, Chee Xiang and I) were walking on a pathway. Linghui was kicking the fallen leaves on the ground.
CX: what are you doing? LH: kicking grass. Silence. CX: normally, people call those LEAVES not grass. everybody bursts out in laughter. CX: but i can understand la.. u're not normal(i don't remember exactly what he said. but he meant that :P). (points to the tree) see grass?
we walked out... beside the road. Linghui points to a taxi stand. LH: isn't that a bus stop? CX: normally people call that a TAXI STAND.
Friday, October 20, 2006
Rocks. Staffroom R(A) was simply entertaining. haha. Can't believe what i saw..but.. oh well... ...
OH OH! Mrs Natalie Lim actually could play the drums with only 2 WEEKS of practise! I'm going to learn drums and start playing 2 songs after 2 weeks! YEAH!
hahaha. Alright. i hope i can. I miss playing the guitar... :( Sarah's guitar string uhh... sort of broke :S
I know. i broke the PICK, I broke the string -_-" GRR..
Gah. My brain's dead again... :S Have been waking up at 4 the past 2 days... and been coming home around 7 (tonight, 10.30)... So forgive me if i'm crapping incomprehensively!
Oh.oh! i remembered. Iwanted to post about the Math Field Testing today. GOODNESS. I HATE ***!! they gave us some stupid survey test on Maths and made us sit there for AT LEAST one hour tryign to finish the paper. And i hate the TEACHERS!!! HELLO. they made us go to the primary sch hall at... 945 and waited till 1040... and THEN we were told to have recess for 15mins as the survey we're going to take starts at 11. THEN, when we went back to class at 11, THEY WEREN'T THERE. and they came at about...1130. HELLO. stop wasting our precious time. Seriously, we could have had MORE MEANINGFUL stuff to d
Thursday, October 19, 2006 how do we know that all the stuff recorded in the Bible's true? hmm..I want my daddy!
Alright. Had CCA today. and i stood for 1+ hours... :S. Super tired and. Grr. my brain's almost dead.
Got back Geog and Maths results today. I'm quite disappointed that i didn't get the A1 i wanted. I got a borderline A2 though :)
I'm getting alittle emo.. alittle pissed with some people.. but. I think i should just chill la. I'm being petty!
Oh. i was pretty annoyed by certain people today. I tried my best to ignore! but urgh. please, PLEASE. Stop whining! Be Decisive! Do the Right thing! STOP WHINING.
Thank you. good bye
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I got to ask my dad about the Bible Question. He then explained to me why it was reliable and how it was reliable. I then recalled one of the Sunday School Lessons.
I can't remember who taught us in that Lesson (we had too many teachers la :P) but it was about the Bible recording that the Earth was round. It was 123456789 years ago yet it was already recorded that the Earth is round, which is the Truth that we all know!
I suddenly felt guilty. Why am I doubting the One who loves me so much that He sent His only begotten Son to die for my sins? Why am I doubting the One who has always been faithfully there for me?
had LTC "briefing" today. I'm beginning to feel reluctant to go again.
We had CCA checking today and I felt really bad for making Carmen so low when she was really high about getting the CCA points for being SL next year. " i don't really care la. school is just a small part of my life. i dont' really care if i'd get those extra points for CCA"
Then i suddenly thought over again. Do i really not care about school CCA points and stuff?
Anyway, we were at the Chapel for the CCA Checking. and i was getting alittle bored. So i took up a Bible infront of me and started flipping around. Then, i decided to read Revelations. After reading 2 chapters, a thought suddenly striked me. " Why do we believe in the Bible?" and i couldn't find an answer for it. i felt so... ... ... ( i don't know what word to use) that i closed the Bible and decided to find something else to read.
Hmm. To you Christians out there, why do you believe in the Bible?
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
alright. Results update.
English compo-20/30 situational writing- 17/30 (sorry. i crapped :P) Comprehension-35/50 Oral- (unknown)
Chinese Sit. writing - 12.5/20 Compo-28/40 (HAHA) Paper 2- 40.5/70 Oral-35/40 Listening-16
History 68/90= 75.5%!
haha. i'm really happy with my history marks. I FINALLY. I mean, FINALLY got an A1 for History. Although it's just a boderline A1, it's alright. I GOT A1! I thought at first that i got 12/20 for section C first question. then i checked again. "oOh. it's 16" then i calculated... hehe. it's an A!
I've made up my mind. I'm going to take full History!
Monday, October 16, 2006 I need to apologise. To those whom i lost my temper at.
My moodswing was so horrendous today that i can't even remember who i threw my tantrum at. I'm honestly sorry. I just felt really bad after school, snapping at people from time to time, then suddenly smiling to them the next minute. I was crazy today. Even Jasmine asked me if i was alright.
I'm alright! serious! Maybe... it's split personality :/ nah. it's not. It's just my crankiness..
Sorry! I need to have better sleeps. probably longer ones... haha I've kept it in for 2 days. I don't even know if you'd get to read this. but i'm really sorry for not being a good listener or encourager when you really needed a listening ear and encouragements. I was so selfish and only thought about my own emotions that i forgot about what being a real friend really is. I was so shocked by what u said that i was dumfounded. I stared at the computer screen, not knowing whether to reply you or not. You reminded me once again about the meaning of being a good friend. To listen, no need to comment.
I've learnt my lesson. I know that you're not petty. but, I'm sorry.
Sunday, October 15, 2006 I didn't want to listen. I didn't want to pay attention. Close my ears :S
I somehow start to love multiple postings on one day. ahha. it shows how random i am.. :S
The holidays are coming so soon. The year's ending so soon. To think about it, people really do change in a year. Made friends, lost contact with some, even grew closer to some.
This year seemed like... 2 years to me. Everything changed after the June Holidays. Even after the September hols. alright. it seemd like 3 years have passed or smth. Things changed. Many many many things changed.
Multiple yous came into my life. I remember my first time calling you on New year's day, i can't remember when we stopped contacting each other. Now our conversation is : Hey. gtg. bye so pathetic -_- I remember my first time getting a phone call from YOU from one of my parent's phone. HIGH :S I remember many many times having to listen to YOU talking about the same guy -_-"" I remember that time when me and my dad had a "big fight" that we don't even dare to talk about it anymore. I remember that time when i spent most of my holidays in church than at home. Remember that time when i got HIGH with them. but i can't remember when i started to despise getting too high. (too noisy :/) I remember that time when you talked about her in class and EVERYONE in class was so curious about her that they all went to check out her blog (u should know who you are!:P) I remember those times when we almost got lost in Orchard/walked to Bugis from Plaza Sing. I remember the first time you called me to spill out all your troubles...
Alright. How many "I remember"s am i going to type? haha. Year 2006 is a year full of experiences. Full of 1st times. Friendships made and pleasure shared (and lessons learnt apaced) :P
Post-Final Examination Activities SUCK. I dont even have an attached timetable! let me tell you what my time table is like.
0735-0830: Chapel 0830-1345: Go over exam papers & return scripts
WHAT??? We're going to GO OVER EXAM PAPERS AND GET BACK OUR SCRIPTS FOR.. ... ... *counts* 5 hours?
And we're going to have that for 3 days. Oh man. this is crap. I'm glad i went to the library and borrowed books. Good move.
Thursday. 0745-1005: Go over exam papers and &return scripts (WHATEVER) 1045-1145: Crime Prevention Talk (Blogging) Alright man. Crime Prevention Talk sounds boring enough already. 1235-1345: Briefing for Sec2s on-line subject options & post Sec pathways (maybe i'd choose to drop out of school and just... die or smth :S)
Friday. 0745-0915: House Elections :S oh man. not again. 0915-0945: sign marksheets 0945-1045: Poetry Show. Uhh.. alright la. sounds interesting. 1130-1345: TIMSS Assessment(what is that? :S) 1130-1430: Social Etiquette & Fine dining. HAHA. That sounds really fun. (i think lh should really go for it and learn to sit properly) 1500-1730: CLDDS :S :S :S
One thing i don't like about being in this CCA. We've got to have practices when others do not have CCAs! Can i give my role to somebody else? Alright. i'm being self-centred and selfish again... :S sorry.
Saturday, October 14, 2006 I read Jo-ann's blog... "Every day you wish you could escape from the life you live, but you don't realize its consequences, what you're putting at stake. Look around, people are behaving so foolishly and childishly. A simple 'I don't friend you, you don't friend me' and things are finished. Have we ever thought this could be minor, compared to the bigger things in the world? Maybe if things were worse, you would think you're being petty now. Most people don't see the whole picture, while a few of us have experienced it. Hopefully one day we'll all get to mature and see the world in a better point of view. (But maybe some of us don't want to mature.. it may seem easier to find an excuse to be sad, or angry.) When you grow up you may be plagued with more burdens, but still have to mature someday, no matter what. People expect something of you; they set a certain standard, and you're required to live up to it, even if it's to a minimum. Maybe that's why teenagers have the most problems, it's the transition stage where change takes place so often; God wants you to be prepared for more of the harder things when you become an adult. Thank Him today, even if the pain is tearing you apart, even if you're tempted to end everything. Thank Him, because it will help for the future."
It's pretty true. I do want to run away. I don't want to mature. May you all have a good night.
I was thinking about... Friends. Friends i had. Friends i have.
there's something that i don't understand. Why isit that opposite sexes cannot become close friends without being suspected by the others of being more than just friends? Just a thought alright. :S:S
I remembered reading my cousin's blog. About her getting along better with guys and stuff and said that it's because that they're less petty. hahaha. Hmm... ...
I have been telling myself that i'm lonely-oh-so-lonely. Yet, to think about it. I have friends all around. Why should i be lonely? I can just take out my handphone and start messaging one. Yet, there was just something stopping me. Something suddenly told me that ... hey, i really can't mix with those "friends". I couldn't tell them my worries, my troubles without WORRYING about whether they will start to laugh at me or call me dumb or something. I can't suddenly call them because i've finished my exams and i'm just going high without WORRYING about whether they'd think that i'm mad (even though i was). I couldn't suddenly just drop them a message and tell them that i'm at the verge of walking into a speeding vehicle and just get bang-ed by it without worrying that they will think that i'm mad or just kidding.
Friends. What IS the definition of friends?
Sarah has a cool mom who watches animes with her. I have weird parents who "debates" about hairgel and umbrellas early in the morning. NO DETAILS. Plus, my parents have children who are like their moms.
Friday Kendra(pretty grumpy): why didn't you eat your breakfast? huh!! Kendra's Mum: I had a bad headache since morning. I think it's due to low sugar level. Kendra: ya! you see! cause you didnt' eat breakfast! do you know that breakfast is the most important meal of the day? Kendra's Mum: why do you sound like you're my mum?
Just now... after dinner Kenna: MUMMY! Kenna's mum: what? Kenna: You ate so much! Kenna: the potato chips! you almost finished it! Kenna's mum: not only me! Daddy also ate okay! Kendra: ya! why are you making mummy feel so guilty? (HAHAHA) Kenna's mum: why are my children becoming like my mum? Kendra(almost tripped over a weighing machine): MUMMY! why did you put the weighing machine there?
Alright. I feel auntie enough :S:S:S:S.. must be the influence of those aunties :P
Friday, October 13, 2006 I'm going mad about yoghurt. I practically eat 2 cups everyday. Sucks. I've got to stop this.
I'm pms-ing. Got pissed at almost everything :S:S Grr. shall post something to cheer myself up.
My mom's idea... a tigger showerhead. WA HA HA HA -_-
Thursday, October 12, 2006
My 3rd post of the day.
Something i got alittle pissed about.
Well, i just wondered... Why do people always say that they pray that God would do miracles and help them do well in their exams when they don't even try their best?
Miracles don't just... HAPPEN like that. And not in THAT way. If God wanted us to all get A1s for our exams, what is the use of having exams and having the grades? If God wanted us ALL to be professionals, why are they even called professionals when we'd all be the same?
you do not just sit in front of a computer or a tv saying that "God will help me" without studying and then you get your As alright. (okay. maybe you're a genius and you can just get really good results) It's just... not right. God doesn't just *TINK* give you all the money, *TINK* gives you all the results you want, *TINK* gives you whatever you wish for.
And i was just wondering. What if God didn't give you what you want?
I'm getting alittle bored of not studying already. I was online from 10 am to 3pm. I went to the library then to J8 and walked for 2 hours. and now i'm back home eating frozen yoghurt (2 cup for the day :S) and reading.
Reading is a great past time. But i suddenly felt a PANG of not guilt, but loneliness. haha.
"have you ever felt lonely before?" grr. Stupid oral exam.
I'm getting alittle "inspired" by the book i'm reading.
13 Little Blue Envelopes by Maureen Johnson.
It's about this 17-year old (uh.. ehem) girl who received 13 letters from her dead aunt (:/) to go on an "adventure" and tour around Europe without any electronic devices, maps and just a backpack. Crazy but it seemed pretty fun. haha. i shall do that next time. Uhh. but let me just be familiarised with Singapore first. hahaha. :P
one day. Just one day. I shall go tour Europe ALONE! yeah!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 OVER Exams are OVER! yay! woohoo! AHH!
haha. yep. End-of-years Examinations have ENDED. For good. Was literally counting down during Art Paper today. haha. the clock somehow become like something i admire or have a crush on or smth. I kept looking at it every 5 minutes. Even Mrs Yue was excited :P
Alright. after all these umm.. "studying".. i just realised what real "studying" is. It is sitting infront of the book for more than and hour and understanding the meaning of those sentences and memorise when required. Hmm. hahaha.
I spent quite an amount of time thinking what i should do after the exams. I borrowed a book called "13 Little Blue Envelopes" by Maureen Johnson. Some Teenage fiction. I plan to finish it by... Sunday. hahaha.
It suddenly feels weird without having the thought of studying. Like. there's nothing to study! HAHA! and i can watch TV! hahaha.
Monday, October 09, 2006 I was telling molina that i'm so urg-ed being teased. Guess what she said. ... ...
"but.. it's not your fault la. you're just so.. tease-able"
I shall take that as a compliment. THANKS SO MUCH.
i was writing this conversation down this morning to entertain myself. "WAH KENDRA! You very zai leh! later got maths exam and you still writing.. ... ..." eh. hehehe.
Evidence of aunties being... ... aunties Jolene - J Ming Hui - MH Ling Hui - LH
J: eh? you both got the same skirt? MH: hehehe (her funny laughter) MH :guess how much we got this skirt for... LH: ya.. haha J: $5? LH: no. HEHE J: Mmm.. $9.90? (uhh.. i haven't seen any skirt selling for $9.90 before) $29.90? $10? LH & MH (giggles) : No... ... J: wait... is there any 90 (cents)? LH: NO... MH: (funny laughter) MH: $2... hehe! haha! J: WHAT?? Why didn't ask me to go buy with you? (starts grabbing MH) why? Why didn't jio me? J: where did you all buy from? MH: Toa Payoh Central there (points to.. ... somewhere hmm) J: HUH?! later must bring me there to buy ok! LH: YA! and the belt is so tight lah! J: A skirt and and a belt for $2? Later you REALLY have to bring me there!
Friday, October 06, 2006
finally, one week of exams have ENDED. 3 more days to go!!
i felt really dumb last night. I actually drank green tea after my dinner forgetting that tea keeps me awake. I was all ready to sleep when i suddenly felt so awake. "oh shoots. i drank tea :S " So i decided to do some revision for LifeScience...
Thank God that He placed that peace in my heart for the past week. I seriously don't know how i actually did the papers without worrying. Except for Life Science. the paper was quite difficult. I prayed really really hard during the paper. I didn't want to get tense up and forget EVERYTHING.
It made me worry for Physics. but physics was much easier than Life Science.. haha. oh well, maybe i'm just not a lifescience-y person like Molina who gets it really quickly.
Sarah has got me thinking about what i want for my birthday. hahaha. it's not even in a month's time! ... alright. ABOUT a month... and she talked about how much she really wanted to bring a cake but cause of her prefect's camp which is the days before the LTC and by the time she pass it to me, it'd turn mouldy. oh well. what i HONESTLY want for my birthday is just some time with myself. probably with a friend. i don't know. hahaha. and eat the mian xian that my grandma cooks every year on my birthday. oh! and see shooting stars! hahaha!
My mom told me that she went with her friends to watch shooting stars the other time when she was younger but didn't get to see any. hahahahaha
Hmm... hahaha. alright. i shall just dream about them lah. stupid kendra!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I cannot CONCENTRATE. Somebody. teach me how to concentrate. i've got history paper tomorrow and i've only gone through.. HALF A CHAP. I'm so going to fail if i don't mug tonight. I couldn't concentrate. Not even in the canteen -_-" Must be those Sec 4s :P jk..
my head's starting to ache, i've just stuffed myself with food and i feel fat and feel like vomitting already. This is bad. EXAMS ARE BAD i tell myself. hahaha. I'm just being mad la.
ARGH. Can somebody give me something to eat, drink... insert something in me to get me focused? i REALLY cannot focus. and the thought of studying really makes me sleepy -_-
I need concentration... *breathes in...breathes out* "Mmmmmmmmmmmmm" (attempts to meditate)
nevermind. it'd never work.
Anyway, had Chinese papers today. Was comparatively difficult. I don't remember having such a difficult HCL paper in MG. they must have wanted to increase our standard (isit increase?) of Chinese. haha. but it seems like i'm not going to do well for this paper. Oh great -_-
5 more days to go! ARGH. somebody help! I need concentration pills. if any of you have, pass them to me. i'm going crazy
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 Thank You Lord...
I felt amazingly calm and peaceful today. I did not panic AT ALL today and i was actually telling my other classmates to relax. haha. " i haven't studied the last 2 chapters yet leh? how?" " Relax la. just excel in those that you're familiar with la!"
I can't say that i did VERY well cause... my compo was really crap. HAHA. I hope that the marker wouldn't be Mrs Chew. She'd just kill me or smth. My brain was so dead this morning that i spent alot of time choosing the question to write on. I started on "Passion". Then i stopped, used the other paper. Then i crushed that paper and decided to write another one. I wldn't be surprised if i fail my compo.. .. ... Uh. but pray that i wouldn't lah. i don't want to retain in Sec 2 man...
I'm so glad that Geog paper's over. WOOHOO. still got 6 more days to go! have to really add oil man... but.. the thought of having Chinese paper tomorrow makes me feel like slacking :/
Oh well. I shall go force myself to study... haha.
Monday, October 02, 2006
Mrs Ng was shocked that we were so impolite towards Mr Seow today. He came in 15 mins before 145pm to talk to Mrs Ng (haha). And we didn't stand up to greet him. and also because i blurted out "why are you here?". Uh oops. We shouldn't treat teachers like friends... At least not in school. " Sorry Mr Seow!" ( "but it's not your fault ok... :P" charissa said) hahaha. i guess he's too friendly towards us already. and probably cause he attempt to throw his marker at me several times... :/
On Friday I told myself that i wouldn't say anything to tempt him to throw his marker at me.. Mr Seow: Girls, shouldn't you look at the person when you're greeting him/her? Kendra(sighs to herself): No.. Mr Seow: Who said no??!(takes out his marker and tried aiming Kendra) Kendra(to rachel and molina and mabel): huh? why me again? :/ Mabel: aiya. don't worry la.. .. ... (she said smth that Kendra can't remember)
I realised that a few teachers were in the icecream craze today after school. Must be too bored... :P
Oh man. while we're stressing about exams and studying in the canteen, they're like... EATING ICE CREAM. I wanted to go buy one. but i just drank hot tea. alittle um.. heh. too high for my stomach.
I'm still pretty stressed about the exams. I need to destress. Tomorrow's English and Geography paper. oh man. I can't remember a single thing except air pollution. (thanks to the HAZY Singapore) talking about air pollution. the haze in Singapore nowadays is really bad. My lungs are reacting to it already and it's not a good sign. It means that i may fall sick anytime... due to the inhaling of dust particles and smoke and Carbon Monxide and Sulphur Dioxide and Nitrogen Oxides. :P hahaha
I was on my way home just now and i had an acute headache. and i suddenly came up with Symptoms of Kendra being Stress: 1. Headache 2. Stomach DIScomfort 3. Increased randomness 4. Mood swings 5. Laughing for no reason