Wednesday, February 28, 2007
tossing and turning.
thinking and thinking.i'm super stressed. over some little things that i could have done earlier. Like the preparations for the English oral and the research i could have done MUCH MUCH earlier for Geography assignment. So, I'm now rushing all those in one night and one morning. how great.
kendra, you suck.
I hear it everywhere. Stress is normally contributed by oneself...
yeah. i contributed the stress to myself.
Goodness. How i wish i would just heck care those marks that i'm going to get for English oral and for the Geography assignment.
but i can't. goodness.
I can't let Nicole down by not doing my part for the assignment.
Neither can i fail ANYMORE subjects for this CA.
Failing Higher Chinese is enough.
Surprising huh? Yes. I failed my chinese. Wow wow wow.
now everybody is super demoralised and depressed about their Chinese results. To think that i'm actually comforting them and encouraging them when even i myself felt that pain.
It's about pride. Arrogance. Pride.
Have you people ever thought why you would fail?
It sucks to fail. everybody knows. Especially when you think that you can do much better in that subject.
So. what are you going to do? pout for the rest of the year? Just keep thinking "i have failed chinese... i have failed chinese..."?
WAKE UP.
It doesn't mean that you have failed completely as long as you stand up and work harder for the next test.
Secondary 3 life is tough. i know. it sucks at times.
but only with the change of attitude, then you can see the beauty of life.
oh right. to think that i'm actually typing all these at 4 am in the morning -_-"
I'd better go finish up what i wanted to finish at this
unearthly hour.
she thinks. she speaks.
she smiles. she walks away.
04:24
*kendra :D
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