Friday, February 16, 2007
You had the feeling that everybody was out to get you out of your "happy" state and pull you right down to your "depressed" state? You struggle. You push away those hands. you struggle and try to get away.
after being tortured for so long, you've decided to let go. you've decided to keep calm. you decided to let them continue pulling you down. you started to feel numb to the feeling once called pain. you let them continue pull you down. they slit you, they punch you, they kick you, they torture you.
they're finally happy with the state you're in, they let you go. you stood, wanting to go back to the "happy" stae. somehow, the way back to the "happy" state seems so long... you start to panic. After panicking for so long, you've decided to relax. started to ignore.
you found a mask on the floor. you pick it up. you put it on.
It was the mask of you in the "happy" state.
they come back once again, seeming like they want to help you.
they sense something about you and tries to pull you back to "happy" state. you walk willingly with them, happy that somebody's guiding you back.
However,
the cuts are still there. the depression never fades.
you're never you again. you found out that you don't enjoy being there already.
she puts on her track shoes. she starts to run. she gets bang. she dies.
14:24
*kendra :D
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