Wednesday, February 07, 2007
my God is so
BIG so
STRONG and so
MIGHTY there's
NOTHING my God CANNOT DO!
this song has been ringing in my head since i woke up. i was somehow reminded by this simple children's song that God is in control of everything...
I've been feeling stressed these few days due to homework and stuff and i couldn't take it anymore yesterday.
I felt like i was about to burst. The pressure in Kendra the balloon is increasing and increasing and so much that i'm going to burst. somehow, i just couldnt take the pressure inside me. I had so many things to do at one go and i didn't know what to do. There were so many things in my mind that i couldn't process all of them properly.
hahaha. there was just this sense of desperateness of reliving all my pressure. i have cried, i have screamed, i have shopped, yet it wasn't relived yet. However, i decided to turn to God.
It wasn't an instant relief... but it was a different kind of relief. And it was then that i realised that i haven't exactly submitted the control of my life over to Him yet... (although i always prayed that i am "submitting")
It then leads to a point that i have been noticing...
There are many hypocritical Christians around. people who claim that they are christian who do things that are... un-christian-like.When we say that we're Christians, do we still go around telling lies, hurting others with words, cheating... etc. etc.?
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Anyway, have read mabel's blog and it reminds me. Valentine's day is nearing! hahaha. and we've all got dates... ... ... WITH OUR TEXTBOOKS. so fun so fun. what a great date... okay la. at least i'd be studying with History not other subjects. hahaha.
15:45
*kendra :D
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