Tuesday, September 26, 2006
It really sucks. Am i not worth your trust?
I'm revising more than i do last time, sleeping earlier than usual, making sure that i make good use of my time during the day to prepare for my exams and u still don't trust that i wouldn't study before i even go to church.
Why isit that i have to be home to be SEEN as i'm studying?
Cause grandma would be able to "supervise" me?
Whatever!
You kept asking for assurance that i would do my work.
oh well, that's probably because u don't SEE me do my work. but it doesn't mean that I DON'T DO MY WORK.
I've been trying so hard this year to prove that i'd be able to manage my school work.
I know i've failed. and i guess u're just so disappointed that you don't even know if you should trust me anymore.
(or maybe i'm just assuming)
I know that i've played ALOT this year, i know that my grades are going from bad to worse, i know that i'm just a disappointment.
I'm sorry.
I'm trying my best now. So stop stating comments that discourage me.
(uh but.. you're doing what you're supposed to do as a parent :S)
They really hurt me.
urgh. it sucks.
Maybe instead of 8 hrs of studying, i should include 2 more hours.
Oh wow. i can actually empathise with Carmen now.
We're on the same sinking boat. LET'S DIE TOGETHER
20:56
*kendra :D
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