Saturday, August 05, 2006
i think i'm really suffering from insomnia.
I went to bed around 10 plus. i fell asleep only after... actually. i don't know how long i've been awake last night. but i really cldn't sleep and NOTHING was on my mind. :S trust me, i'd rather think about unhappy stuff and cry to sleep than to have my eyes wide open looking at the window or my ceiling or turn to the side to look at my cushion and can't sleep.
I wouldn't mind sleeping to 10 today. BUT I WOKE UP AT 7! RAH. and no matter how hard i force myself, I COULDNT GO BACK TO SLEEP MORE. I'm starting to hate my body clock. It's good during school time, but a thumbs down for weekends, when i don't have to wake up as early as USUAL.
It's not only when i wake up at 7. i actually woke up at about 5 this morning.. :S don't ask me why. i really don't know.
I feel super tired now. eyebags are showing. ARGHHHH
Don't ask me why i'm so moody or sianz or tired today.
I don't know why. . . ok. i'm tired because i didn't sleep well. As for being moody and sianz... ... i'm just easily provoked. Ok. maybe it's just because i'm tired. I'm TIRED.
and probably still DEPRESSED.
I now really wonder. who would stand a person like me who's always have extreme mood swings. I wouldn't be able to stand somebody like that actually.
HA HA i can't stand myself.
20:40
*kendra :D
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