Tuesday, August 22, 2006
I changed my piano lesson to Thursday as i wanted to come home earlier to study for Physics and LifeScience.
Look what i'm doing now. SURFING THE NET.
Alright. just felt like posting something before i go off and say hi to my textbooks and notes.
Hmm.. i can't think of anything to post anymore. haha.
Got back Maths Test paper just now and i passed. yay huh? but having so many people failing in class just made me lose my happy mood of passing. I didn't pass with flying colours, but at least i passed. I thought she lost her mind when she cried. It was really creepy. She cried cause she failed, when her partner failed even more terribly.
Honestly, it's not wrong for being upset with your marks. but be more sensitive ya? Those who were sitting around you got much lower than you.
What's my problem now? I do not know honestly.
You may be getting ready a stone to throw at me cause it's the same old problem again.
I know you are always encouraging me and affirming me. but, i think it's just me. I can't help it but feel lousy at times, wondering why can't i be like who who who or be a better person.
I see that she doesn't like me much. I can ignore that, i know. I see that there are just SOME PEOPLE who isn't as sensitive as others and say things that may hurt. I can ignore them, i know.
I see how hard you try to get me to open up and tell you what i'm feeling or what i'm thinking. It's just me. I can't, i can't, i can't.
It's just so weird to tell people about myself.
I'm just not expressive.
17:08
*kendra :D
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