Tuesday, June 13, 2006
I feel tired.. haix...Hmm! Club house looks great! haha..thanks to Suzanne and Huiyu!! rocks!
Actually, i didn't want to blog. But i was bored reading my previous post again and again. So i decided to post something. I'm still deciding what to post about...
My... worries? no... no worries..
Anxieties? no.. no anxieties...
exhaustion? how to post about that?
Happiness? nothing to be happy about...
enthusiasm? no enthusiasm for anything...
I'm just sian-ed! The holidays are getting boring.. I'm getting bored of what i'm doing... :S That's why i've been in a mood to play the piano nowadays. I need new things to cheer me on, and me being interested in Piano again is good! Piano exam's so near!! and i haven't been practising my pieces... -_-" i wonder how i'm going to pass Grade 5! (Pray hard and play hard! )
I'm really sianz-ed! i actually walked home from church today... By the bus route.. :S
At first, i wanted to walk to the next bus stop from the church's one. Then i thought, well, shall exercise more..then i continued... i was at Lorong 5.. and i told myself "i might as well continue!", so i did... and i was then at Lorong 8 already... i might as well just walk home! it's only an overhead bridge away! so i did.. haha.. it took me 45 mins...
I thought i was going to have thoughts in my head and i would have a good time thinking through my life or smth. Haha, my mind was just blank. I only thought of how to get home from Lorong 8 market and how to avoid ppl's weird glances at me ( iwas being sensitive). And i only thought of how i should just walk to Lorong 8 market next time to get the fried carrot cake for lunch.. (food again.. i'm a pig manx. GRR!) Nothing about... whatever i thought i would think about came to my mind. I was just.. i don't know... blank. I walked blankly from lorong 2 to 8... hmm...
Oh, and while i was at Lorong 8, i saw somebody who really, really, REALLY resembled Xavier Yen Jun Jie!! haha.. REally! and the boys were playing football.hahaha.. I almost fell due to staring. I wanted to message my cousin, but.. aiya.haha..lazy. plus i've been using quite a lot of messages for sms-ing stupid lemon and some project, camp ppl.. -_-""
haha.. Anyway, when i went home this evening, i was quite surprised to see Fayth foo and Joel! haha. Joel's grown... he sounds different i guess. They were watching Holland V and eating... I thought they were going to stay for dinner, but they weren't. Hmm...
I just realised that i'm becoming more and more like her. sucks.
I hate it when i'm told that i look or sound like somebody. It's just... GRR! I want to be different! I don't want to be known as "oh.. that one who looks like blah blah blah" or " that one who sounds like ????" or " that one who acts and speaks like whoever" or "the one who is just like .......???"
Ok.. i'm getting tired... there's a match now... but.. *yawnz*
I should go sleep. a tiring and busy week to come!
00:03
*kendra :D
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