Thursday, April 20, 2006
Stop telling me to be fiercer. I'm already trying my best. Stop telling me to be more exaggerating. I'm already trying my best. Stop telling me to act more like a guy. I'm not suit for the role. Stop telling me that i can do it. CAUSE I KNOW I CAN'T AND I'M NOT DOING IT!Thursday sucked. It's the only day that i'm free yet i'm worried about all stupid stuff. This whole week sucks actually. I don't understand a single thing in Maths, just did a stupid crappy compo during chinese today(which i think i'd fail), screwed up the interview, incomplete work is piling up... GRR... Competition's this saturday. sucks. tomorrow's pft. sucks even more. projects not done. sucks the most.
People are always telling me what to do... and sometimes, i really feel like punching their faces. CAN YOU PLEASE JUST SHUT UP?! YOU'RE NOT THE ONE NOT PERFORMING WELL! ok.. i know they are just trying to help. But it's really annoying when i'm hearing the same words again and again from the same people... i'm even hearing them from Kendra Ang myself. I know i have to be this this this.. that that that that. I hear it everyday ok?! I know i'm being stupid again. Complaining about stupid little stuff... but isn't that what a blog is for? For teenagers to complain and moan and groan and whine. . . Ok, maybe that wasn't the main purpose. but who cares!!! ARGH!!ad;lkhg oweih ewoiugohlnbaldfkgj 2058724-9658 =2 tjg y]hI hate it when i ask myself questions... ARGH! "Why are you so stressed out just because of little things like these?" " What is wrong with you? People out there are much more unlucky than you and they're not complaining! Why are you complaining?" " You agreed in it anyway! so why are you complaining?" " stop being so childish, Kendra." " You're not the only one feeling stressed ok? and you're not the one with all the pressure on you. so STOP Complaining!"
I need some sleep. (and you're going to tell me : go and sleep then!)
sure! i shall go to sleep.. if you can help me finish my homework for me.
oh great. i'm talking to myself on my blog. i must be crazy.. :S
20:12
*kendra :D
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