Thursday, March 23, 2006
I'd always see Mabel writing letters almost everyday and
I normally wonder what she writes in there... Does she confide in her friends about her troubles? Or just an encouragement note? Hmm... maybe both...
Anyway, She's just giving me that urge to write to as many people as i can write to! haha...
I don't know. I feel lonely sometimes... There's hardly anybody whom i can confide in except God i guess. Ok lar, i know that it's not that people don't want to listen to me, but it's because i don't trust anybody. And i actually don't even understand why i don't want to trust people... even the friend whom i've known for... 7 years? I don't know...
I'm always surrounded with people who are really talkative and are always telling me about their lives. And i always ask myself why i'm not like them... If i just say out whatever that's bothering me, like them, i may not have so much to think about... so much to wonder... Haix... i don't even know what i'm typing about...
Anyway, ya, school has started. Has been quite a slack-y week... Chemistry test was postponed to the 3rd week of term 2... I've been enjoying Chinese lessons nowadays... haha... and English too. Yay. Subject lessons rock! I feel guilty again... i'm going to skip CLDDS again for Focus Group Discussion tomorrw! Manx, i feel really, really guilty for pon-ing CLDDS the other few times. I shouldn't have... Sigh.
I somehow miss going to SCKX's house! I don't know why... I still remember the first time i've been to her house. Haha... I'm starting to miss primary school life again...
During History lesson this morning, the primary school was having some talk and the primary girls were so noisy! Screaming and shouting! However, i somehow enjoyed their laughters... How i wish we also had such entertaining talks in Secondary school. I really would prefer to have a lame, high speaker conducting the talk than some not so interesting teacher teaching in class.
I'm so glad that it's friday tomorrow. Thank God for bringing me through this week :)
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*kendra :D
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