Monday, January 16, 2006
School's actually ok...
only the wake up part is alittle................................ :S
Anyway, was really tired today... could hardly open my eyes to look at my teachers... I almost fell asleep during Art and Craft today.. haha...
I felt really bad today actually... maybe it's because i've been too high for the past two weeks... i'm now feeling so... tired... so useless all of a sudden. Especially during Art today.. I'm like, the only one who doesn't know how to draw contrast lines or some funny stuff... felt so stupid. like i'm only good in.... Actually, i'm not good in anything. And i see how talented my friends are, in music, drama, sports, art... then i think of what my talents are and it's like... i don't really have... i don't even do especially well for music or studies..
ok... i know God has given everybody a talent/gift and i just have to search for it... but, it really hurts while searching for it... cause while trying different stuff, i'd just find out more that i'm lousy at that particular thing... ... ... .. ... ... ...
Ok... nevermind. Why should i think of stuff like that and make me unhappy? haha... Maybe i should just go and do my work and forget about it.
yep.
16:24
*kendra :D
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