Tuesday, January 31, 2006
woke up at 9 plus today don't know for what... shouldn't have woken up so early... :S
went to PS for a movie with my family... i'm supposed to be on a diet, but i couldn't resist temptation! I ate popcorn! hahahaha... actually, i didn't eat as much as i did for the past few days... i only ate a proper meal today, which is lunch. Hmm.. .unhealthy, i know... but i'm not hungry!!!
School re-opens tomorrw. yay! hahaha... time for me to jian3 fei2! nah..jkjk... i'm actually feeling quite reluctant to go back... i haven't been sleeping well and i want some sleep! And my group's going to fail for PW... i think we're going to be slaughtered by Mrs Ng... it's like.. NOT DONE!!!
WHERE IS MY GROUP??? AHH...
Ok.. .let's not talk about school... HAI... i have this feeling that many people don't like me... like... aiya.. i don't know... Manx... that just sounds weird...ha.
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Monday, January 30, 2006
I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that my freezer was filled with Marigold Non-fat yoghurt and the kitchen was filled with Yoghurt. I too dreamt of somebody playing the keyboard... and it was like, zoomed in to the fingers and the keys on the keyboard... i can now only remember that on the left hand, it's C E A G... :S i don't remember the tune anymore!! but i do remember that i liked that song alot... :S haha.. i think i was hungry that's why i thought of yoghurt... as for Keyboard... I don't know... :S Anyway, woke up early this morning to go bai4 nian2. SIANZ... ok lar.. .not sian lar... just tired... went to my dad's partner's house.. his daughter is super shy! and she looks familiar.. i can't remember who.. anyway, had my "breakfast" there.. haha..oh! i got a fury angbao... quite different from those paper ones.... and went to my grandmother's/uncle's house... ate and ate there like a pig, though i wasn't hungry... :S and that was for lunch... :S :S :SThen went to this so called relative (not blood related... just... i don't know... it's my grandma's "relative")'s house... super huge, as usual... son and grandchildren not in, AS USUAL.. i ate and ate, AS USUAL too! haha...what's unusual is that we finally know how that family looks like... :P I mean, for the past..... many years, we've never met that family except for the grandmother who still looks the same every year... haha...since Biao Ge found a digital camera on the table and we were so curious, we decided to look... was quite boring actually, Scouts stuff... Then we saw a family photo on the table. I, a stupid forgetful girl, realised that they have four sons... hahahaha... i was like " why are there four young guys there?" hahaha... stupid! I think i sounded retarded then... Hah. at about 5 in the evening, my dad's friend and his family came...THE LITTLE BOY IS SUPER DUPER MISCHIEVOUS!! I couldn't stand those 2 kids, neither could my mom... The boy actually kicked and hit his sister.!! HOW COULD HE! The little sister cried SO LOUD! so annoying!! Manx, even ah ming isn't that horrible... :S OH! I got extra 4 or 5 angbaos today! yay! hahaha... ($$$ minded kendra)I'm going for a movie tomorrow! yay! no more visiting! no more eating!! I'm going to go on a diet soon... !
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
Wasn't feeling good this morning.
i still hate my hair... haha...
Anyway, i ate alot today!! i love pineapple tarts!!! YUM!!! and my grandma's beehoon with lots of veggie!! YAY!
haha... ate so much that i don't think i can eat my dinner.. hehehe..
Was quite a boring day actually... went to church, then to my granduncle's house to bai4 nian2. There was nothing much to do, only watched Channel 48... (Guo Jin An!!! AHHHH!!!) chatted, ATE, laughed... then went back home to find, not so many people... The same few uncles and aunts and distant yet not so distant cousins... and grand aunt... the TV programmes were really, really boring... So we (Aunt Mavis and I) decided to watch a DVD! haha... she wanted to watch My Fair Lady! haha... GOOD TASTE! great musical! :P
I have to admit, it is quite lengthy... but i love the songs!!! And Audrey Hepburn's superb in the show! Though she's really ugly in the show...
I've received many angbaos! YAY!
hah.
To my Good friend: cheer up! continue to seek God! :D
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
FULL!my stomach is 100% filled, thanks to my grandma! I love my grandma! Besides cooking REALLY WELL, she's super adorable!! Her laughter is contagious(sp?)!!! haha... she's only alittle too naggy at times... haha... I LOVE MY GRANDMA!!Was quite bored today actually. woke up at about 1030 this morning and ate yoghurt for breakfast... then watched "My Fair Lady" DVD. quite a stupid ending... but it's a nice musical! i love to watch musicals :D. Then ate bread with ba gua, which made me feel sick... then went to rest for awhile... then my little cousin Emma came... then my sis, emma and i went downstairs to swing... then my other cousins came.... then we had dinner! yay! hahaha... dinner's yummy!! kept eating and eating cause nobody seemed to be eating much!! and as "kids" Ada Biaojie and i ate more than most of them had... :PXavier Yen told me that he grew taller... and he's now 161cm.. FINE LAR! 0.2cm taller only mah.. hahahaha... but i'm glad that he's tall lar... i mean, guys should be much taller aren't they? hahahaha.. something's weird bout me..i think Xavier's cute! AHH... hahaa... i think i'm alittle boy crazy :S... It's Chinese New Year in 3 more hours! Soon January 2006 would be labelled the "past"... YAY! I've survived the first 4 weeks of school! :D
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Friday, January 27, 2006
Friday = BAD DAY
got pissed early in the morning thanks to SOMEBODY...
then got reprimanded with si hui for NOTHING...
and went to a stupid saloon to cut my hair... supposedly to cheer myself up...
and my mood got worst.. .thanks to that STUPID HAIR DRESSER...
DONT KNOW HOW TO CUT HAIR ISIT??? PAY YOU $14 FOR NOTHING! !@$)@#(%&@$)^
Teachers were really unorganised for the CNY celebrations lah! Don't even know how to communicate well... BE WHAT TEACHER??? everything also ask the students to do... and the stupidest thing i've ever heard was to go to the primary staff room to see if anybody can come and help us carry the board....
HELLO??? Which teacher would come and help? stupid lar... ofcourse go ask some non-teaching staff to do what... ask teachers for what? Do you even THINK that any teacher would come and help us do stuff? They'd rather slack in the staff room lar!!!
And when they don't even give us time to reherse at the primary school hall, they start being so frustrated with us cause we're not organised... we don't even know when to PERFORM and don't even know what time we have to be there! and when the actresses were up there, they couldn't speak into the mic cause they're not used to it! Then Teachers one by one come to the backstage complaining... TOO BAD LAR! who ask you don't warn us first... can't hear then can't hear lar! The kids are laughing happily anyway... the play's for THEM anyway... not you teachers...
And besides that, the Props people were running from Sec hall to pri hall, then from pri hall to sec hall, then from sec hall to primary hall again... and what do we get? the sight of black faces...
When we really needed help, they just don't care and let us try and figure out ourselves...
Hate it lar... next time got celebration can prepare earlier? and PLEASE COMMUNICATE! YOU HAVE MOUTHS FOR TALKING, HANDS AND FINGERS FOR TYPING!!!!
and to my "DEAREST" friend,
stop trying to do everything by yourself... can't you see that you yourself are already so stressed? yet you're here to "act smart", Do everything by yourself. and worst, you go saying "I'M SO STRESSED" HA.HA.HA.HA. You don't even have the right to say that you're stressed lar! can't you go and ask for help? there are so many juniors around you... are you BLIND or WHAT? and what are you stressed about anyway?
YOU've stressed US up this morning. trying to act smart again... you're just like those teachers... don't know how to communicate. Don't know how to come and tell us that the props are in the hall ISIT??? Did you know that my props partner was so worried??? And yet you take it like nothing serious...oh yah, i forgot. It's because you don't have to take any responsibility when the props are missing! RIGHT??? when the props are missing, only SI HUI AND I are responsible. right???????????
STOP giving that whatever face also k... not like we forced you to do anything... we all know that you LONG to do something, just that you wanna act "humble". but please lar, that face is super annoying... tried tolerating you since last year yet you don't seem to change in anyway. Seems like you don't even notice huh....
i doubt you would even care...
#@%$@*!^7!#$(mailto:#@%$@*!^7!#$(!@U*$@!!!#TLK O)#!!!%(*~!!!!!!&)$(^*@#_%( @#()%*!
GRRRR!! Never been so pissed before.at 22:13 -> i'm fine now... sorry about what i've written...
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
Isit part of growing up? that a girl gets bitchy? I don't think so... but i think i am being a bitch nowadays... like the words i say, they don't seem right... i feel guilty about it... ... I'm supposed to BURN for God, and be different! yet i'm like... being just like any other MG girl... ... Gossiping seems to be back in Kendra nowadays and i know that it's because of the influences of people around me... ARGH!!! I don't wanna be any other girl gossiping, being materialistic, backstabbing!!!Lord, help me... I want to burn for you, Lord... i don't want to be like any other girl who gossips and back stab at people... Help me Lord...
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Today, while Si Hui and i were walking at to the General office, we saw a primary school girl skipping near a worker who was on the ladder, painting the wall... "she's not supposed to be there!" i told Si hui... then we ran to her, telling her to get out of that red&white ribbon-ed area... she didn't listen so we pulled her out. After that, she suddenly started following us skipping... as she followed really close, her rope kept hitting me which made me quite frustrated... so i turned back and asked her to stop... Somehow, i just started to ask her what her name was.
"Candy." is her name. At first, i was like... 'what... why your name so similar to mine?' haha... then, we told her stop following us... She then showed us that her knee had an injury... I actually wanted to ask her if she wanted to go to her teacher, then she suddenly ran to the dental clinic... Si hui and i were like... " HUH?" haha... But the dentist seem to know her, so we left her there and we proceeded to the General Office.
After the rehersal, my sis and i were downstairs at the concourse and while my sis was packing her stuff, we overheard that my sister's friend, Sandy's youngest sister was missing... "Cindy, Sandy... candy..." were the names i heard from Mrs David and other teachers... then i suddenly recalled that the little girl who was "desperate" for attention was called Candy. I actually wanted to go to the teachers and the security guards to tell them that she's in the dental clinic... but they said that she might have followed another person back... :S
manx... this is like CSI.. hahaa... if anything happens, i'm gonna be witness! hahahhaha...
choy!!!
haha...
I'm tired... and i cannot sleep yet! haven't finished work!! ahh....
stupid rehersal....
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Monday, January 23, 2006
Monday started horribly for me. my eyes couldn't really open when i woke up this morning, didn't have enough time for Quiet Time, caught in a "traffic jam", was alittle late, went to school finding out that i haven't done 3/4 of my homework... forgetting to bring Chinese Textbook for Chinese OPEN BOOK test... ... wahh... wanted to cry man... HOWEVER, it ended quite well... haha... and the time passed really fast today... it was soon recess then soon school ended! YAY! and guess what, those 3/4 of the homework were supposed to be handed up tomorrow! I panicked for nothing!!! hahaWait, did i say it ended quite well? Oops, it didn't really... Mrs Phua changed 2 00hlala's sitting plan!was super pissed... cause i'm separated from SIHUI! ahh... it's weird... i've only been sitting beside her for like... 3 weeks.. yet i feel like i've been sitting beside her for like.. .2 years.. ahahhahaha... i'd miss speaking Chinese! hahahah... but i think it's God's plan... for me to spread the gospel to people by putting me beside a new friend.. hahaha
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
i hate art...
i have to post this every year...
I HATE ART!!!
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It's Sunday...another day has passed... and i don't seem to be finishing my lit assignment. Manx, i have to finish it by the end of the weekends! and i've left 23 hours to do it... i really don't wanna do it... REally, REAlly, REALLY! but what to do? i have to do it... i don't wanna do it during CNY do i? nope. i think i'm going crazy... talking to myself... hahaha... i'm zi yan zi yu-ing! haha... in short: zi yu-ing! hahahahha.. not bad... thought of something stupid :P hmm... that's in chinese... in English, it's............. talking to myself.................. ha! Self-talking! hahaha... i'm self-highing!!!! AHHH!!! zi- high!!!!My missesi miss my friend... i miss hinann... hahaha... i miss you calling me for no business then tell me one whole story about some stuff! i miss Sarah's wittyness in class! miss your super funny and witty comments! i miss Esther, who's always trying to hit me in a way or another... and having a "whisper-singing" session in class!!! i miss XING YI MOMMY! miss her funniness... miss her boastful-ness... haha... still remember that time when we did line-by-line prayer during Class chapel... i miss Joyce! miss taking bus with her everyday! even though you're always so quiet and don't really comment, i'm still glad to have a friend who listens :) to Si Hui: haha... thanks for not miao-ing beside me.. .hahaha... and for being so understanding when i "sshhh" you at times... :) i miss Mrs Ng... miss her "throttle you"s,"strangle you"s, "hang you upsidedown"s, "hang you on the flagpost"s..... i miss Mrs Pandian... and i don't know why i miss her... i miss Mrs Hor and her nice nice comments about 1i (we rock!)... i miss Guo Lao shi and her "mo shui"s... i miss jojo and her funniness... she's as witty as Sarah! hahaha.. miss your bubbly-ness and your depress-es.. .hahaha... i miss Enen... i miss those days when we were in Primary 3, laughing and getting scolded by Ms Caryn Foo... :P i miss the old pink MGS... i miss having the General office on the second floor, the Primary Library with cushions and a well where primary girls love to be in, miss the feeling of being at the primary library looking at books and not reading them... miss the teachers who have taught me... miss classroom 5.2 (2003) which is right outside of the Chapel... miss the toilet which always have one toliet locked and trying to spread the rumour with Sarah that it's haunted... yet we weren't scared... hahahaha... i miss the old aunty in the canteen who sells Beehoon... i wonder how she is now... staying at home taking care of her grandchildren? hai... i miss taking school bus! i miss being irritated by the younger ones... miss eating bread and junk food and having a party everyday after school in the bus... i miss the other bus uncles who are always trying to tease me... yet are really nice and caring... i miss "CHOU!" uncle! hahaha... the one who fetches girls who live in Toa Payoh and would at times send us, those who live in Bishan home... i miss my caring School bus uncle who still bought snacks for me even when i went to sec 1 and didn't take bus home any more!!! He told my sister to pass them to me! haha... there are so many things and people i miss... i guess that's part of growing up... having to leave those things to be categorised as "Memories".
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Friday, January 20, 2006
i know i shouldn't be complaining...
BUT I CANNOT STAND IT ALREADY!!!!
I DONT WANNA DANCE WITH THOSE STUPID ORANGES!!!!!!!
i'm supposed to do props for the CNY program... however, that @#(&%@#() the teacher insisted in US ALL to dance!! @#$#*@)%(
%&@!$#!@#~!@~!
Ok... i think we're quite biased AGAINST her... cause we heard some bad things about her.......
Hai...i feel so bad... why must i let those comments affect me???
Oh, and besides being angry with CLDD, i'm so hurt by the comment by .....
hai... i know that i'm fat and can't run fast and eat like a pig k.... HAPPY???????
STUPID... spoiled my day...And our Lit teacher made us feel stupid again today...
she makes us feel super dumb during her lesson when we don't know how to answer her... and gives that kind of tone which really discourages us...
I need to buck up with my english... it's deteoriating... which is bad.. i can't think of adjectives to describe stuff...
And it just occured to me that i can't do well in any subject...except History i guess...
There was once, i was telling my mom that a few people(who didn't do well in their studies) enjoys and do well in history, like me! And she told me that people who aren't really smart/who don't think as much as the Sciences people would normally do well in History. Right. And why does she say that? cause she was a science student... Whatever... she's just trying to say that i don't think and that i'm stupid...
super pissed today with form teachers today... they wanted us to separate our tables! like FOR WHAT???? We're not having our SAs... and there isn't any space to walk! Oh well, i'm most probably the happier one cause i get to sit closer to the door... and i can close the door anytime i want... BUT, i hate the idea of being separated from my dearest partner! If they want us to study on our own, what for go to school? Isn't school the place where we SOCIALISE? and FELLOWSHIP? Now our class looks even messier... and we have to talk LOUDER because our friends are like... a body away from us... :S what a stupid idea... :S
right, on to other stuff...
Sarah fell sick all of a sudden today... her eyelids had some funny spots and were swollen... Hmmm... she ate a bao during recess... maybe she's allergic to baos? hahahaha... that's weird... :S oh well, HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER SARAH!!!
i'm happy! happy happy happy! (trying to convince myself that)
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Slacking... no homework to do... lalalalalalala... hahaha... i'm actually supposed to revise on Geography and Science... but oh well, i shall do that later on... I wanted to post something yesterday, but i didn't. And now i forgot what i wanted to post.. HMM.....OH! i remembered! ok, yesterday, while i was in the canteen after school, one sec 1 girl suddenly came to me and asked me if i was Kenna's Sister... and i was like "yah".. then she said, " She looks like you leh... " :S Then, after that, while i was walking to the bus stop, i waved at one of my sister's friends... and when i came closer, she told me " I thought you were Kenna!" :S :S Do we really look alike? :S Today, everybody was so tired! hahaha... even Ms Chau has lost all her energy... and after teaching for awhile, she gave us time to rest... haha... and in the end, Si hui and i used the time to zi high... :P Home econs presentation didn't go well... but Carmen, it's ok! haha.. you would learn from this lesson! :D
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Monday, January 16, 2006
School's actually ok...
only the wake up part is alittle................................ :S
Anyway, was really tired today... could hardly open my eyes to look at my teachers... I almost fell asleep during Art and Craft today.. haha...
I felt really bad today actually... maybe it's because i've been too high for the past two weeks... i'm now feeling so... tired... so useless all of a sudden. Especially during Art today.. I'm like, the only one who doesn't know how to draw contrast lines or some funny stuff... felt so stupid. like i'm only good in.... Actually, i'm not good in anything. And i see how talented my friends are, in music, drama, sports, art... then i think of what my talents are and it's like... i don't really have... i don't even do especially well for music or studies..
ok... i know God has given everybody a talent/gift and i just have to search for it... but, it really hurts while searching for it... cause while trying different stuff, i'd just find out more that i'm lousy at that particular thing... ... ... .. ... ... ...
Ok... nevermind. Why should i think of stuff like that and make me unhappy? haha... Maybe i should just go and do my work and forget about it.
yep.
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
Had quite a bad day today...actually... only part of the day was bad... for once, i actually hated my dad...period. i mean, he scolded me for no reasonable reason! and like ALL PARENTS he threatened me...
Sick. Sickening parents... and my mom was like telling me... "because he's concerned"
So what? Does being concerned give you the right to anyhow throw your temper around?!
:S
Oh well, i do admit that i might have done things that worried him lar, but he doesn't have to................... GRRR
Was supposed to live my weekend happily and he just spoiled everything.
Sickening. :S (Just remembered that my sister would be reading... :S)Anyway, on to happier stuff.....................there's no happier stuff... Hmm... ok lar... the reunion ba... had alot of laughter (as usual) and really thank people like Jing Yi, Ming/Ling Hui, Zhixiang... who encouraged/affirmed me. :D it's 12 midnight already! haha.. shall sleep soon...good NIGHT! :D
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

highing's in the MG BLOOD! :P
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Monday, January 09, 2006
Who are we worshiping?Me, I, myself? or God?Anyway, got this website from Jo-ann's blog... it's a personality test... Link: http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspxYour view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
Differences between KENDRA and KENNA1. Kendra's OLDER, Kenna's younger
2. Kenna's more talkative, Kendra's not as talkative... :D
3. Kenna is closer to younger cousins, Kendra is closer to older cousins...
4. Kenna's more expressive, Kendra doesn't dare to express
5. Kenna's more courageous than Kendra
6. Kenna has more straight forward friends who are mean than Kendra (don't ask me why)
7. Kendra's Daddy's Girl. Kenna's Mommy's Girl.
8. Kenna's more humourous than Kendra
9. Kenna loves to play computer games, Kendra doesn't seem the purpose of doing so
10. Kenna always buy things, Kendra would love to... but... must save money lah.... ... ...
11. Kenna has this phobia of butter, cream, milk... etc. Kendra doesn't.
12. Kenna is prettier than Kendra
13. THEY LOOK DIFFERENT
Similarities of KENDRA and KENNA1. Both names start with a K, end with an A
2. Both have the same surname
3. Both have same parents, family, relatives... ETC.
4. Both wear braces
5. Both live in the same house
6. Both love the same God
7. Both studying in the same school
8. Both take the same transport to school
9. Both go to the same Church
10. Both have blogs...
Hmm... in conclusion, THEY have more differences than similarities!
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Friday, January 06, 2006
Hello, hello!School has started on Tuesday... Was quite sianz actually... didn't really wanna go to school but, i still went lahh... The teachers were... HMM... not as nice as last year's teachers... but, what can i expect? I'm Secondary 2 already! can't be like a baby anymore! haha... Yep... Actually, the teachers are not bad larh... i mean, they are those who are really good teachers who can teach but just alittle strict that's all. Oh well, parents like those kind of teachers don't they? hahaha... Anyway, 1st day of school was REALLY REALLY BORING! Second day of school was... quite freaky... Cause we got to know our Mathematics Teacher... and we all heard that she's super fierce and strict. She IS strict... fierce.. yeah... quite fierce... and plus she's Pregnant. Can you imagine??? She can just come in and have her mood swings and ROAR at any of us!!! She hasn't YET however... (Pray that she'd never) Although she is strict and fierce, she IS a good teacher... At least i understand what she was teaching... and when i handed in the worksheet to her today(almost going to freak out... afraid of her), she explained my mistakes on the spot... which was quite impressive... hahaha... cause i haven't had teachers who would look through work ON THE SPOT and correct me ON THE SPOT. Hehe... I somehow have a better impression on her already...ahahaha...On to English Teacher... Hah! Got a good teacher too! She's... quite friendly... although she looks like that kind who would SCOLD... but she hasn't scolded yet... cause 2o's still alittle afraid of her... Geography Teacher... MRS CHONG!Wahahha... what a bubbly teacher... she was supposed to start a lesson with us but she kept telling us about why we should sleep BY 10pm and how she puts her sons (12 and 15... 15!!!) to sleep by 10pm... Weird huh... never heard of any 15 year-old guy who sleeps by 10pm... hahaha... I hope she's a teacher who doesn't goes out of point during lesson time... I don't want to fail Geog this year!Chinese Teacher...STRICT. She claims that she's a very lively and joyful person... but she doesn't seem like one... She's like... a real serious teacher who doesn't laugh... but she did smile alittle lah... hahaha... and when i handed up work to her at the staff room today, she didn't seem that bad...Hmm... maybe she's just trying to act serious as a teacher so that Students wouldn't climb over her... hahaha... Home Econs... Mrs Yue! hahaha...... although she's IMPATIENT, she's actually quite a good teacher. Her explanations are more detailed than my previous Home E. teacher which is clearer... and better... at least i understand better... hahaha... I took MC yesterday thanks to the Ms Kon's "Encouragement" of staying at home when you're having symptoms of Flu... hahaha... i only had slight cough and sore throat and i stayed home! hahaha... you might think I was playing truant... but i went to the doctor and got an MC! haha... Actually, i'd rather not go to the doctor and take medicine... The Antibiotics are making me weak... my limbs were so weak that i could hardly move during class time and i just felt like sleeping... After 3 days of school, I'm missing my Sec one teachers!!! Especially Mrs Pandian and Mrs Hor!! I miss Mrs Hor's stories that she told on random days... Hmm... i actually don't know why i miss Mrs Pandian... I just miss her... hahaha... AND I MISS MOMMY XINGYI!! I miss talking to her about stupid things... Miss her annoying questions (though they are annoying)... miss her laughter.. miss her random comments that are so loud that Ms Gan can hear(wahaha)... Alright, enough of complaining... shall go eat now...:D
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Diagnosing depressionDepression is a serious medical illness that comes in many forms with a variety of symptoms. If you have any of the following symptoms for a prolonged period, it may be time to seek help.-Persistant sad or anxious mood
-Feelings of hopelessness or pessimism
-Feelings of guilt or worthlessness
-Loss of interest in hobbies or activities
-Fatigue or decreased energy
-Difficulty concentrating or making decisions
-Insomnia or oversleeping
-Changes in appetite or weight
-Thoughts of death or suicide
-Restlessness or irritability
-Headaches or chronic pain
Are you suffering from Depression?
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Present from Si Hui!
Cute right? hahaha...
Thanks Si Hui!!
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BAD NEWS
1: School ends later... CCAs start and end late... Would be home LATER
2: MRC and CLDDS falls on the same day!! AHHH
3: Mr Low's teaching us History! AGAIN
4: Mrs Poh is my maths teacher! (hope she's not as bad as how people described her as)
5: 1 period = 45 mins! P.E. 2 periods = 1hr 30 mins!! WAHHH... Computer 2 periods = 1hr 30 mins!! HELP!!!
6: skirt's SUPER DUPER LONG!!! UGLY!!
GOOD NEWS
1: The orange plate stall is back!! I miss the aunty and her fried beehoon, fried egg and Crispy noodles!!
2: The Chicken rice stall is back!! Money wouldn't get cheated anymore!
3: 3/4 of the class is made up of the sec 1i-s!! WOOhOO!
4: I know almost all the names of the whole class!
2006 Class 2o Class CommitteeForm Teacher: Mrs Nicole Phua
Co-Form teacher: Mrs Josephine Yue
Chairperson: Carmen Yeo
Vice-chairperson: Jasmine Chua
Welfare I/C: Kendra Ang
AVA Rep: Amy Yam
CIP Coordinator: Navasakhti
N.E. Coordinator: (can't remember who)
Noticeboard I/C: Tiffany Too
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*kendra :D
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
WOOOHOO!
It's 01012006!!
Hmm... it's a new start... and i have new responsibilities too...
I'm now the Secretary cum Treasurer of TPYM... hahaha... and
my parents are stressing me out already... They are now warning me how hard the job is and if i really cannot cope, must tell them and started to tell me about some stories of my dad being the Chairman and my mom being the vice-chair and how ppl didn't do work... then they have to help them and blah blah........................................ :S
So irritating larh! and my mom's nagging me about keeping the money well and telling me not to bring so much money every week and etc etc.................... GAHHHHHHH
Hai... year 2006... I'm sec 2! and starting school on tuesday! I don't know... it feels weird....
i mean, the holidays were although quite tiring, but really mad me feel accomplished. I mean, like... at least i did some stuff and not merely slacking at home, or WATCHING BLEACH THE WHOLE TIME... and i actually finished most of my work! (left 1 Zhou Ji!) Haha... and the holidays are although 2 months, it feels like 12 months... hai... i'm starting to miss the holidays... starting to miss those heck-care feelings about sleeping early... and i'm missing those carefree feelings cause my homework can always be done tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow................ hai... and i'm starting to be afraid of the future... what if my chinese teacher is THAT WHO??? i wouldn't be able to stand her! or... what if my maths teacher is that Mrs EHEM??? or... what if i fail my PFT again? or... what if the Chinese Drama teacher is that Sweet teacher??? she's so... actually, she's ok... she's just alittle too impatient...
GAHHH... HOW?
What if i cannot cope with my work? i haven't found my sec 1 life-science book to revise yet!! GAHH... and i haven't started reading Romeo and Juliet yet!! DIE!!! i forgot everything about it already...!!!!!
AHHH... one more day to school re-open...
wanna cry ler lar...........................................................
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*kendra :D
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