Wednesday, August 31, 2005
hey hey hey!!!ha... i'm so glad so glad!!! I improved for ALMOST every subject except Geography and Literature! ha... I had a B4 for English for the first semester and now, i got an A2!! WooHOO!!! hahaha... for Chinese, oh well, it wasn't really expected lar... i got an A1!! haha... hmm... for Chem, i got an A2... for Bio, A1... for History.... C5 (:s) ehh... others, was... haha... don't have to say lar.. hahaha....Hmmmmmmm.... i feel like buying CD again! I can't really make up my mind which Cd i want to buy... should i buy the Tong2 En1 one? or Mayday? or... Always? or corrinne May? Mmm.... i had actually made up my mind on Tong2 En1... but... haha... would always be tempted to buy others... :DI also wanna watch Movie!! Anybody want to yue1 me for movie? hahaa... actually Xing Yi wants to go watch movie with me.. but she doesn't like the movies i suggested... :S lala... i want to watch Valiant!! I also want to watch Stay!(Ewan Mcgregor!!!)I also want to watch Herbie Fully Loaded! Ok... i think i'm crapping more and more....I should stop now.
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Hmm... Got to sign the marks sheet today for Progress Report and I improved in English... from B4 to A2... big improvement.... i cldn't remember others but i remember that i had got A1 for HCL and F9 for Lit... :S... ya... and i can't remember the others....
i wanted to type sumthing out... but maybe i shouldn't......
yep. i shouldn't.
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Monday, August 29, 2005
Geography test was ok... it wasn't really difficult and not exactly easy... :) Literature... Hmmm.... Ms Ng... HMM... Oh well, she's quite soft spoken... it seems like she has phlegm stuck in her throat or sumthing... but i enjoyed lit today... cause we learnt alittle bit about the History of Shakespeare and i felt quite smart.. haha... cause she was telling us about Twelfth Night and because while Becca Jie Jie was staying at my house, she wanted to tell me about Twelfth Night so she told me the WHOLE story... and it was quite funny and stupid to me lar... hahaha.... Shakespeare books are quite... :S yahh... hahah... Hm... on Saturday, as there wasn't youth alpha, my mom and i went to J8 to shop! Ha! We went to Ding Tai Feng to have lunch, then went to shop for clothes... haha... and you know... now there're disney character clothes selling in Giordano! So i bought a Mickey mouse one... hee. hahaha... the winnie the pooh one was SO SWEET! but i didn't buy lar... hahaha... Today during Class chapel, we were supposed to pray with our friends for a prayer request that was read out... and i prayed with Xing Yi..... it was quite... well... quite a good experience lar... haha... it was like... Xing Yi pray one sentence, i pray one sentence, we take turns... hahaha... it's quite different but at least we were really praying... Hmm... i was actually thinking if i should go and pray with Larine cause she was alone... and she's not a Christian... but Xing Yi wanted me to pray with her....Hmm... the prayer request was to pray for sacrificing heart and for exams i think... and as Mrs Phua was telling us to be specific with God, Xing Yi WAS specific in the prayer.. hahaha... she was so funny lar... hahaha... Hmm... oh well, at least she's learning how to pray............. hmm.. i shall go do my maths homework now... :D
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Friday, August 26, 2005
"the sky's so dark....." i thought as the Head Prefect was reading out the announcements... as she was reading, the sky was getting darker and darker and a chiling breeze of wind blew and most of the sec 1s started murmuring... it was SO scary... it seemed like it was the end of the whole or sumthing... As Ms Kon was reading the devotions, nobody could concentrate as there was too many whispers and murmurings... i tried to listen and started "shh-ing" them..but it didn't help... i dun even know what Ms Kon was talking about..... and it was so scary as it was getting more chilly and i was feeling cccoolllddd..... sumhow, i kept giggling sumhow... the whole situation was so creepy... :S it was like it was going to rain, yet not going to rain... and what was weird was that as we walked back to class, the sky was starting to clear and... i dun think it rained... :S oh well, weird.
And just now, bus 157 was SO SO crowded! At first it was not so bad... there were still spaces to breathe... BUT... some tourists or some sort came up and got the whole bus crowded. A lady, most probably a tour-guide shouted, "Continue moving to the back of the bus!" and when it was almost full, she called MORE people to get on the bus... Thank God i got a seat and sat down... or i wld have most probably fainted while being squashed by them.. gosh... and they were like "A few stops only." FEW stops? Haiyo... i didn't think anybody could survive those "few stops"... there wasn't much oxygen to supply all of us... but thank goodness, their few stops were not "many"...
*yawn* i'm so tired today... i woke up at 0430 to study for Home Econs... you must think i'm crazy... but i woke up and thought that... maybe i should make use of the time to study than to sleep! so i did.. and i was feeling SUPER tired during CLDD... Haiyo... and i still had to tiao4 wu3! haha... but it was quite 'fun' lar... :)
There's Youth Alpha camp going on now and many people are at Sentosa enjoying themselves already... lalala... i'm actually quite glad i didn't go... cause i think i wld most likely faint or sumthing... cause i'm so tired........... ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz...............
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Haix... my sis's getting a lecture from my grandma now because she has been talking on the phone since she came home... which was.. 2pm? Haix... she should control manx... her PSLE is like... around the corner and she's still enjoying herself chatting and playing the computer..Hmm... actually, thinking bout it, i didn't really work SUPER hard during PSLE last year... i remember using the computer whenever i could and did my homework late into the night... :S.. Ahhhh... bad example!!! I shouldn't have! I should have studied and studied and set a good example for my sis... haix... too late ler..... she's already slacking. Everybody's worried about the PSLE except for her....... ........Alright, i shall stop complaining bout her... Today, as i had said, i was writing a letter to Joyce... and of course, she replied! I was actually very excited about the trip to Zhong1 Guo2 cause it's my first time going to another country without my parents!!! yeah! and Joyce is excited cause it's her second time taking an aeroplane for a holiday! hahaha... Can't wait can't wait! How i wish the exams are just next week or sumthing.. then it'd be holiday soon!!! hahaha.... but it's a pity that Sarah isn't going.... Her mom doesn't allow her cause her mom thinks it's too dangerous in China... and i think it IS quite dangerous too... but... oh well.... it's fun... :D.Lao Shi told us that we'd be sleeping in the train for a night and told us about the possibilities of robbery and stuff liddat and it got me quite worried..... i hope that wouldn't happen to me!!! Oh man... i'm supposed to study... ooops....
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I'm bored.... very, very bored...
We had 4 free periods today and i had hardly anything to do except reading and writing letters... Actually, our Art teacher, Mrs Chan was in school...but she had to key in marks for us so we had that one hour doing our own stuff... and as it's the even week, we have another one hour of free period! Ha! so... i spent 1/2 an hour reading and the rest of the time writing letter to Joyce... haha...
lala... time for MRC!
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Last night was the first time in a long while that i had laughed so hard that i cried.... Oh... today, we had a "lecture" by Mrs Chen and i feel so guilty for not putting much effort into my powerpoint slides... i should have done more and put in more effort..... oh well, no use saying "should have"s... i shall put in my best for the final oral presentation...hmm... i feel so tired nowadays... my back feels so painful and my muscles are all aching... i feel so old all of a sudden... :S ahh... lao3 le4 lao3 l4! zen3 me4 ban4??? haix... if feel like skipping sch... but i dun think i shld... coz exams are so soon and i can't afford to miss any lessons....... oh well, maybe i shld sleep earlier... but i sleep very early ler lor... haiya... dunno larhh....No Sun. No Moon.No Sun. No Moon.No stars. No sky,I made them disappear.I didn't use a magic wand.I had no special gear.I didn't cast an evil spell, I didn't use first aid.I ddin't do a tribal dance...I just pulled down my shade.- by Arden Davidson
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Monday, August 22, 2005
It's another new week!! haha... so glad so glad!!! Gonna be September, then October then NOVEMBER soon!!!! (ok... i think i've gone alittle crazy... heee) My birthday's in NOVEMBER and i'm ALSO going to CHINA in NOVEMBER!!! :D
Had HCL test today... hmm... it didn't go really well... cause i think my Chinese standard dropped and i think the paper's alittle more difficult than what we had last time... so.... oh well, i tried my best.....
Hmm.... I'd changed blogskin again... hahaha.... i like this one... simple and nice :D.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
I feel useless... i can't seem to help people when they are feeling low.... like my dad... he's now so troubled about his work, he doesn't even have appetite to eat... i feel so bad... he seems so... troubled. I know i can pray for him... but.... i still wanna cheer him up... he always tells me when i'm worried, " what's the worst that can happen?" but he he's now thinking bout the worst and being worried himself... haix...
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(AH! You saw me!! And i didn't see u! Hmph! )
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Today, during assembly, only about 15 ppl in the class was down... and others? stuck at the second level staircase... as the science labs were out of bounds, nobody could get through to the other staircases to get down to the court... haha... thank goodness i was the early bunch to come down... but honestly, i don't exactly pity those who got booked... coz they only waited until 7.20 then go out of class, then to the court...
umm... ok... short post for today... (gotta do Lit. assignment) :D
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Monday, August 15, 2005
Hello!i'm back early today! ok... it's not early now lar... but i was back early... i reached home at 1442!! hahaha... that's super early! Hahaha... i was actually rushing back to watch Debbie Travis: FaceLift... hahaha... an Thank God that 157 was SuPER early today! I was only standing at the bus stop at Dunearn(sp) Rd for bout 5 mins when the bus came... and Thank God that it was ALMOST empty! So i had a seat! :D and when i got onto the bus, and sat, and was trying to sleep, i felt like i was on a roller-coaster... Honest! The bus driver was driving SO fast... and as the bus was ALMOST empty, i felt like i was going to be flunk off my seat! (ok... that was exaggerated... but it was really rocky) the bus driver kept turning and and turning and making me feel so excited... like i was taking a roller-coaster ride....... just that it was on the road.... hahaha....
And at the Toa Payoh MRT station, i met biao ge! hahaha... at first, i thought maybe i mistook "that person" as biaoge... but... he did look and sound like biao ge lehh.. hahaha... anyway, it is lar... hahaha...
:S... i'm having toothache!! so irritating and painful... Grr....
Oh! And i have decided..... to throw away those peanuts sweets....
Hmm... should i?
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
I was feeling sianz yesterday... and i don't know why... when i'm sianz, i tend to crave for food...so i went to the Value Dollar shop to buy two BIG packets of sweets.... And one of them is the "Butterscotch" sweet.... I thought it would be good to try new sweets... so i Bought it... mei2 xiang3 dao4, in that packet was packed with PEANUTS sweet... Grr... i feel so cheated....... i dun exactly like peanuts sweet and nobody whom i know likes them... How...... what shall i do with that packet of sweet? Hmm... i feel like passing it to my little cousins... but... what if they don't like to eat them too?Does anybody likes peanuts sweet? :D
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Hey people......
i'm feeling better now... and thanks for your concern... :D
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Friday, August 12, 2005
"Kendra, are you ok?" asked Mrs Pandian, "You seem very quiet today."
Honestly, I'm not ok. I don't know why... but i think i've been affected by too many ppl... ... Or maybe... i'm too tired... i don't know..... i feel very sianz trying to please ppl.... Example : Hew Xing Yi.
I dunno... She's been... i Don't Know!!! She can be really nice and understanding and responsible but sumtimes, she's really so petty lor... she can be angry just because of some little things lor... Isn't it good that she atleast know how to do the maths question than not understanding? ARGH... i noe i can be irritating at times and not understanding and i've already Apologised! What else do you want me to do??? And when she becomes angry, she just ignores... And when it comes to pair work, i'd be doing the work with my paper... :S...
I know i shouldn't be angry cause she's angry cause... well.... it seems really immature of me to do that... but sumhow, i just feel the anger in me... and i don't even understand why i'm angry.
Haix... it has been the depress season for more than a month for ppl around me.... and i thought at first, that i'd be able to cheer them up and would not fall into the "depressed" catergory... but now, even though i'm not THAT depressed... i'm really affected... i don't feel as joyful as i was a few weeks ago... haix.... this part of life sucks.
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
CHERRY GARCIA!
You scored 66% SWEET, 51% CHUNKY, and 59% UNIQUE! |
cherry sweet cream base with cherries and fudge chunks
Awesome...you are one of my personal favs: Cherry Garcia. You fall in the middle on all measurements- sweet, wild, and unique, but not overwhelmingly so on any of those. You make a good friend, able to share your unique perspectives on things, and able to have fun without winding up in jail or something. Good job. |
| You scored higher than 24% on SWEET |
| You scored higher than 3% on CHUNKY |
| You scored higher than 33% on UNIQUE |
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
now i understand.i'm so sorry for wasting your time.
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Happy National Day!!!hahaha... had a great time today lar!!! At 11am in the morning, my granny, sister and i took a cab to my aunt's house... we had Mee Sua for lunch! yummy.. hahaha... coz got ji1 dan4(egg.. i'm an egg lover) mah.. hahaha... and after xiao gu jie, Da biao jie, Xavier and Emma came, and after their lunch, we celebrated my granny's birthday!! her chinese bday is on Thursday.. so we celebrate it today lor... and we had coffee cake (fat fat fat!!)... after that, at bout 2 plus, we set off in 2 cabs to Yishun Safra to Bowl... hahaha... i did quite well leh!! (haha... with bumper.. duhh.. haha) i got a few strikes... haha... and biao ge (my oldest cousin) thought i was psychic coz the pin suddenly just fell when nothing hit it.. hahah... so he thought i had special powers or sumthing... oh well.. it was only for once....
After bout 2 hours of bowling, we stopped and becca jie jie(cousin) started playing pool with xiao gu jie(aunt)... as the rest of us had nothing to do, we decided to go back to da gu jie's(older aunt) house and we got to watch a little bit of the parade...
at bout 7 plus, da gu jie, Emma, Mandy biaojie, Ada biaojie and I went to the Yishun field opposite the Northpoint, where the carnival was ( and where the fireworks would be...lighted up(?)) wow.. there were SO MANY ppl and i had to take care of Emma (liittllee cousin) as she's always distracted by things and needs somebody to take care of her or else she'd go missing...
We went around looking for food and found a stall selling long2 xu1 tang2... da biaojie and mandy biaojie wanted to buy... but the stall tender had such a bad attitude and was SO SLOW and my both biaojies were so pissed off, they dropped the idea of buying and we went to the stall selling bubble tea. Well, bubble tea supposed to have "bubble" right? BUT, they've finished the pearls... so we had tea.... without bubbles...... Ahhh... wadever...
while we were drinking, we found a great spot so that we could see the fireworks nicely... while waiting for the fireworks, we were talking and taking pictures and trying to figure out if our phones can take "high quality" photos.. hahaha... and as i was taller than them, i was tip-toe-ing trying to see what was on the "big" screen... and it was just sum drums and dance thingy... and that little little not so little cousin of mine started asking funny and nonsensical questions which were..... quite irritating but really funny... And soon, it was the moment we were waiting for!!! FIREWORKS!!! I don't know why... but felt so touched when i saw those fireworks... haha... Singapore has gone through so much to reach 40 years old!! hahaha... i loved it when the fireworks were shooting up and stuff liddat... so beautiful... and... as usual, i was so HIIGGHH that i started screaming and... umm... sum ppl didn't like it... but... WHO CARES lar... i just continued being enthu and HIGH... manx... fireworks were SO SUPERLY BEAUTIFUL! AH! but too bad my phone's not good enough to take the fireworks!
As we were about to walk home, we suddenly heard loud sounds and suddenly, there were fireworks again!! Ha! Da biaojie and Emma RANNN towards it while da gu jie, mandy biaojie and i were trying to find them as we watch the fireworks... but... haix... we were quite blocked by the BIG TREE so... couldn't see much... but... "the tree looks like a Christmas Tree" said mandy biaojie... haha... the fireworks were like the small christmas lights of the tree... hahaha...
After that, we tried to cross the road to get home... BUT... they were clearing the lane for the bunkers and trucks and ....!! so we had to wait... we went over everywhere to find a way out but we can't get out AT ALL... so we're just STUCK there....
As we ( I) were so bored, da biaojie and i became alittle crazy... we were at the St. John's tent and as we saw the trucks and bunkers drive past, we waved and said "hi" like crazy... haha... but the soldiers were friendly lor! they waved back! hahaha... we were so crazy that even mandy biaojie cldn't stand us and pretended not to know us...
Finally, after bout an hour, we were finally free and could cross the road... and i tell you, we seem like we've just been released from a cage or sumthing... everybody was just crossing the road like Nobody's business... it was so crowded we had to hold hands like a small chain to cross the road... but atleast we've crossed the road and finally got back to my aunt's house...
Ahh... it seems like this post is super long... hahaa....
Oh... there was Spikenardz today....
Those who went, how was it?? What did you people do? You people should have had fun right? haha...
gtg...
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Monday, August 08, 2005
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
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WOOHOO!!!
I'm super bored now...!!!
the bad thing bout having a nap over 5 hours is that i'd be super bored in the night...
and my WHOLE FAMILY wld be ASLEEP... and i'm AWAKE... and i have NOTHING to do now... except for doing HOMEWORK.. :S alright... i wld do my homework...
but now i'm counting down to National Day!!!
Haha... i noe i'm weird... hahahaha.... u must think i'm crazy... coz i'm actually "counting down" to National Day... hahahahahaha... but honestly... when i'm bored... and if it's in the night, i can go Superly Duperly crazy... and i think i'm going crazy now....
Ahhhh... is anybody awake now??????
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
i feel bad.... like... i think i've been quite ...... nowadays... like trying to be clever by giving remarks which weren't very nice and being lame... hey.. if i've hurt any of you by any of my remarks, i'm sorry k? Haix... i dunno why... i wanna be better, better, BETTER than other people... like... i really wanna be the good, better, BEST among people... and i noe i can't... coz ... the grass is greener on the other side................... haha... no lar... but... when i feel that i'm like... "better" than other ppl, i start to feel proud... like when i knew how to play this particular song on the piano... i actually looked down on sum ppl coz.. they're not playing well or sumthing... aiya... i really feel guilty for doin that... i'm supposed to be humble... not proud! Change My Heart, Oh GodChange my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You
Change my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You
You are the potter
I am the clay
Mold me and make me
This is what I pray
Change my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You
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Friday, August 05, 2005
Hmm....
Should i wear red & white on monday? We were told that we're allowed to wear read & white.... but... i'm worried that my white skirt wld become grey by the end of the day....... coz we would be sitting on the ground at the QUARDRANGLE! so umm... i'm still thinking......... should i wear and become a "live" Idonesia flag(their flag's red and white....)?
Oh well... i just noticed something.
I'm very moody nowadays... and start disliking people and being jealous and stuff... but i feel guilty after being jealous... like... why should i be jealous of ..... for being good at blah blah blah? I mean... i should be grateful that i'm good at other stuff what.... Haix....
ComfortWhen your heart is sad and lonely,
And your friends seem far away.
Turn to Him who is all Holy,
And He'll drive your cares away.
When a dears seems to fail you,
When for friendship true you long,
Confide in Him who is all true,
And He'll right you every wrong.
Jesus' heart is your true refuge,
To Him you can always flee,
Even when your hopes are sinking,
He will then a true friend be.
He will soothe your lonely spirti,
He will love and bless and say,
" Come to me and I will comfort,
You, today and everyday."
- Annonymous
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
I dunno... but i'm really not keen bout going to China with ..... Haix... i dunno lar... i think she's going to China because most of THAT GANG are going... and........... .............Oh... speaking bout the China trip, Xing Yi has been hesitating for days if she shld go to China... and she has decided to go... actually, it was her mom who wanted her to go. She wasn't really keen to go... how do i noe? she was moaning and groaning bout how many days we wld be there... still have to go to the school and "make friends" with those chinese kids and stuff.... :S...
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
one more test to go!!! haix... so tired of studying.... have studied and memorizing notes since last friday and i'm feeling so tired.... and i even "debated" with my mom bout studying and about life in Singapore... :S....
i can't wait till next week! We have three days free in a row next week! WOOHOO! Can't wait can't wait! Can finally have a short rest and go shopping!!! And of course, there's SPIKENARDZ next week! haha...
Oh... we had Chemistry test today.... well, it was quite ok... not really very difficult, neither was it easy.... i didn't noe how to answer for a question! haix... nvm lar... it's over already, anyway....
Right. i shld go study for HISTORY now...
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Monday, August 01, 2005
If my mom and grandma didn't feed me so much when i was young, i wldn't have so much baby fats to lose now
If i had been crazier or clever, i wld be in the centre of all attention which i wld love to be
If my mom had known how to swim and my dad taught me swimming, i wldn't have difficulty learning swimming now.
If my mom had forced me to read when before i went to sch, i wld noe more vocabulary words than others and wldn't have difficulty in understanding and learning new words and not be teased by people.
If i were able to speak up more when i was younger, i wldn't score low for my oral examinations for 4 years...
If ppl in the past didn't keep telling me that i was fat, i wld most probably have more self-confident now...
If..........................................................
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